The Way I See It

Human

It's been a while since I've updated this piece of confused trash that I call a book. So I decided to flood the chapter with stuff on my mind.
(This is just stuff I've been thinking about the last few days)

Quite a few times in my life I've realised that I've been an asshole and asked friends to basically hit me when I do to remind me. I thought it was normal until I asked someone to do it and they told me to stop speaking shite.

Honestly it threw me back a bit. Especially considering I'm a very good target for attacking, I'm large and a dick. Easy

But this wise and intelligent person said "no, I didn't deserve it. You're a human being capable of love and compassion and any fucker who doesn't see that isn't worthy of your time"

I'm not gonna lie, I was the largest son of a bitch I could be and responded with that it got me nowhere. Yeah I know, brilliant aren't I.

The conversation basically ended there and I later apologised for being such a cold bastard though if understand if they haven't forgiven me.

The bit that made me startled more than anything was when I got called human. I never wanted to be human, they're weak, dumb and all round hopeless when it comes to trying to live in peace. ( the majority, not everyone )

I always wanted to be better and hated being called human. Until what I was told. It was saying that I can feel emotions and not everything I do has to be based of logic.

If lives were run by logic then we'd be miserable. Emotions let us take leaps of faith, to like those we have no chance with, to do the impossible and sometimes succeed.

So I thank everything for letting me be human and to that amazing person who taught me a valuable lesson whether they meant it or not.

And to the 10 people who might read this, never be ashamed to be human. Trust me it's shit.

Have a good day