Warning, this contains scene of extreme cringe
Honestly this is a feeling I've never felt before. I've had friends, crushes but none have made me feel like this. It makes me dizzy just thinking about it.
For 4 years I've been depressed, moody and an overall dickhead. And to the people who've stuck with me all this time, thank you and you deserve a medal.
I'm still depressed and sometimes moody but I'm doing my best to be a better person for everyone, and especially her. But when I'm with her than I feel genuinely happy. All the shit doesn't matter in that moment.
I'm kinda pissed that it's difficult to write much about the good stuff, but if it's a good thing than the shorter the better. Until I snap. Then all you'll hear from me is just "Fuck everything". And if I do then I'm deeply sorry, it isn't you.
But back to her. If you're reading this then you are incredible, in every way you are amazing. And I'll do my best to make sure you're safe and happy.
Honestly that's all I have to say. Around 200 words, kinda pitiful but I don't care. It's 10:00 at night and I'm too tired to think. And like all other chapters I'll look back and think 'What the fuck was I thinking'
But anyway, see ya. And if there's anything troubling you then just message me over Wattpad, and I'll do by best to help you.
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The Way I See It
Fiksi PenggemarI've been giving a suggestion to write chapters about how I'm feeling and what's going on in my life. I have never done this before so if it's shit please don't blame me. It will also include certain problems or theories I have about various things...
