It's been awhile since I've written a chapter so I decided just to post a quick thing about what I'm thinking about.
Honestly I don't know what to do. Everything is collapsing and all I can do is stand in the middle of it. I'm trying to make sense if it all but at the same time I want it all gone. Why would I want everything built up again when I can start anew. But it's not as easy as that.
To do that I would have to forget everything I've worked for up until now. Physically and emotionally. But I look at where I am and I think is it really worth keeping it all.
I have a vision. Of me standing on a tower overlooking the entire world. I enjoy the view for about 3 hours then with a click of the fingers everything is engulfed in flames. With this nothing is standing and everything can start again. But before it goes out I fall forwards into the flames.
If the world is to continue then let it happen without me. All I've ever brought is misery and pain. So let me die. Or never exist in the first place. Then things would be easier for people and less painful. Physically and emotionally.
Whether I've meant it or not I always manage to harm everyone I come into contact with. So I'm sorry if you know me. Continue to ignore me and maybe then you can find a bit of joy. I'll just be sitting watching. Waiting for the time where everything burns.
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The Way I See It
FanficI've been giving a suggestion to write chapters about how I'm feeling and what's going on in my life. I have never done this before so if it's shit please don't blame me. It will also include certain problems or theories I have about various things...
