I try, God knows I try. But where does it take me, straight back down even lower than before. Why the fuck does this happen. It's like somebody is getting kicks outta jerking me around for no fucking reason.
I tried giving up, that failed so then I just tried as hard as I can. Nothing has changed. After that was obviously in the middle but fuck all happened.
It honestly seems less painful just banging my head on a wall. Occasionally there's just a glimmer of hope but then it goes and kicks me in the dick.
Normally I would end this with some sort of inspirational message to suggest help but honestly I've got nothing. I'm sorry. Until next time, and hopefully it goes better for you.
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The Way I See It
FanfictionI've been giving a suggestion to write chapters about how I'm feeling and what's going on in my life. I have never done this before so if it's shit please don't blame me. It will also include certain problems or theories I have about various things...
