Marauders wolfstar

Find Sirius

Sirius's POV
I sat up in my bed at 5 in the morning, I hadn't slept all night long.
All I could do was think about was Remus.
Remus this, Remus that, Remus.
He was everywhere I looked at breakfast, I mean, he was sitting right next to me but I'd look at James and see Remus instead.
The rest of the day I tried to rap my head around the thought that Remus was being abused, in more ways then one, and there was nothing i could do about it.
I've now decided 2 things, 1: I was going to tell James or peter everything, and 2: I was gonna kill Remus's dad (with James and peter of course)I as soon as I see him.
As I walked to the common room I noticed that I had just spent 2 hour's sitting in the library doing nothing.
When I got through the portrait the first this I saw was James peter and Remus sitting in the common room, waiting for me.
"Where the hell have you
been?!" James yelled.
"You weren't at lunch and then you missed all the classes and when we tried to track you down everyone said that you were just "wondering" around and then we were told that you were in the library! And we were like, "you must have been mistaken." Because you never go there but we've looked literally everywhere around the school and we didn't find you and now we're here hoping you'd just walk in so thank you. Where were you?"
I stared at him.
"You done your rant?" I asked.
"Yes. Now where the hell were you?" He said a little more calmly.
"Uhh you know, a little bit of everywhere? Look, I have a lot on my mind and need to figure out how to organize it." I glanced at Remus to see him looking at James's shows.
"Well at least tell us next time, we were all a little freaked out."
James said before he looked down.
"I'm going to bed. Pete? You Wanna come?"
"Ya." He answered James.
They made there way up the stairs to the dorms.
"Aren't you going to bed?" I asked Remus.
"No, the full moon's coming anyway so I won't sleep." As soon as he said that he looked like he wanted to dig a pit and through himself in.
"... What?" I asked.
"It's nothing don't worry about it!
Umm actually I'm gonna go to bed like you said! Goodnight!" He said and ran up the stairs as fast as his limp would carry him.
I stud there for a moment before making my way up the stairs to.
When I got in everyone was still awake.
I leaned against the doorway.
"Hey James can I talk to you?"
James looked at me with a half glare.
"Why?" He asked.
"Because I need to talk to you? Come down to the common room?" I asked trying to keep the strain out of my voice.
He looked at me tiredly before letting out a sigh and nodding.
"Be there in a minute."
I shook my head "ok" before turning around to go down the stairs again.
"This is gonna be a long night."

                          End of chapter 9