Tell me im worth it

chapter 2

Gladly my mum worked untill 7am so we went to the living room and watched horror movies while drinking some vodka untill about 3am. I put the women in black on and turned to face him smiling.

'What ?' he asks smiling back after pausing the movie.

'i don't know' i smirk as i lean in for a kiss. He kissed me back, un-zipping my dress and pulling it off.

'catch me if you can' he smirks getting up and running upstairs. I giggle as i chase him and when i catch him i take him to my room closing the door behind us.

I wake up and look at my alarm clock it read 0930. I lay back and notice Blake was up. Remembering something i saw last night i pull his arm from around him and trace his scars with my finger.

'why?' i ask

'i guess i feel like i control the pain this way instead of letting it control me' he explained looking down at my fingers tracing his scars. I hear steps getting closer knowing it must be mum.

'fuck... Hide' i push him off the bed. He rolls under my bed just as my mum opens the door.

'are you sleeping naked again' she asks hands on her hips.

'....no i was going to umm wax and then you rudely interrupted me' i lie

'why did u need this' she asks picking up a used condom.

'well you were gone all night so i pleasured my self' i tried to contain my laughter.

'oh well you do that then , next time put something on the door handle to let me know' she walks out closing the door behind her.

Blake burst out with laughter after he heard another door close.

I join in with him.

'how about we meet up tomorrow ' he asks.

Usually,after guys fuck me they don't keep in contact or go out again.... Blake must be different.

'sure , what time do you want to pick me up' i smirk.

'5pm?' he questions.

I lean in and give him a kiss chewing on his bottom lip after we pulled back for breath we were both smiling like mad

'take that as a yes then' he gives me a peck on the cheek then puts his clothes on and leaves through my window only he kind of failed at climbing down the tree so he fell into the neighbours front garden, he put his thumb up to show ge was ok. I laughed and blew him a kiss ( just so we're clean i have a sheet round me while doing this ). He blows a kiss back at me and runs off.

After that i got changed and invited Karolina round since my mum was out signing divorce papers for the third time now .

'he sounds so perfect and hot' she smiles showing dimples.

'i know but what will people think?' i ask worried.

'i know what will cheer you up...... Shopping' she smirks pulling me of the bed. I sigh and get my gold credit card and my car keys.

When we got to the mall it was packed with people but we didn't mind as we went straight to our favourite designer store. I go straight to the dresses and pick some out.

'found anything you like k?' i ask karolina

'yep are we going to try these on then?' she asks in return

'well duh' i grin and we walk to the changing rooms then picked one out (the changing rooms had a white leather sofa in them and a huge mirror so yeh the room was massive)

I tried on some dresses first smiling.

'what do you think' i say twirling round in a mini black flowing dress.

'lovee it' she admires the dress as i sit down waiting to see what she picked out.

She changes into a dress which was soo pretty on her it was black and purple and had a flowy skirt but tight top

We both smiled and went to the check out buying everything we picked out including two pairs of high waisted jeans one pair white one blue and some cute black heels and as for Karolina she got black ripped jeans, a purple top with a scull on it and platforms. We left the store in our new dresses.

'kate i need to show you something amazing' Karolina practically drags me to The Pulp and points at a top.... WITH BENS BAND ON IT❗❗❗

'wow this is like soo fucking cool' i was soo happy for them.

'we should buy the top' i say picking out my size then searching for the same size then noticed there were even more designs.

'omfg look' i smiled

We ended up buying a different designs each and start walking to boots.

'their releasing their first album tomorrow and might be going on tour in a few months time... Im kind of scared' she frowns and i stop in my tracks

'why?'

'well now that hes going to be famous a lot of girls will want him and most will probably be prettier than me.' a tear falls down her cheek.

'babe he would never do that and no one and i mean no one is more beautiful than you' i hug her and she hugs me back

'Thanks Kate you really are the best' Karolina wipes her eyes and i wipe mine.

'Aren't i' i smirk

After we left boots we went to see Ben and his band (Sam, Danny, James and Cameron).

We walked down to his basement and smiled at everyone.

'Hey guys missed me?' i flirt

Danny winks at me.

'hey' Sam mumbles

'im Cameron' a guy says who i never really met personally i mean yeh seen him play the guitar and shit but that's all.

'im kate' we smile at each other and as i turn to hug James and ben i swear he tried looking up my dress.

'hey James, hey ben' i smile ( incase i forgot to tell you Sam is my ex ).

I look over at Karolina and Ben kissing, awee. I sit in the middle of Danny and James.

'loving the dress' James says

'your 18?' Danny asks with a smirk.

'if your asking if im legal then yes i am' i grin as Cameron passes me a beer then passing everyone else one leaving one for himself. He pulls a chair opposite me and sits on it. I notice k and Ben left probably to fuck upstairs. So just me and the guys then.

' i love the tops' i grin realizing that they were all wearing Asking Alexandria.

'haha thanks' James says

'yeh we had a photo shoot a week ago and now these are out its kina cool' Sam says as puts his jacket on, James and Cameron get up and the three of them head off they say bye and leave.

I look at Danny.

'so lets have a look at your room' i smile as he picks me up and takes me to his room.

'look i cant ok' i yell and push him off again, i don't know what got into me i mean in kissing Danny and as soon as things get interesting Blake pops into my head, hes not even my boyfriend.

'look just stop i don't want to have sex with you' i yell and push him off once again. This time Ben runs in with Karolina behind him

'What's going on?!?' he asks as Danny pulls me onto him (he was also pissed).

Ben slams Danny onto the floor.

That's enough Danny' Ben says. K helps me put my dress back on and we go down stairs, Ben right behind us.

'you all right love ?' he asks me, his British accent on show it was kind off hot.

'i guess' i mumble which was nothing like me i mean I've never been shy in my life.