Tell me im worth it

Chapter 19

Kate's POV

Sam didn't come to see me yesterday or today. I don't know how to feel about that. I know that Blake is out somewhere probably with some slut and that Karolina is in the mental institution and I know that I'm here slowly rotting away.
It's going to be 2 years since I've met Blake in a week I think anyway, I heard Danny say something about it.

Sam's POV

I came to visit a bit later today. And when I got there she was gone.
They told me she just disappeared. Obviously the police got involved. I can't believe she just disappeared, I'm going to find her though. I already know where to start looking.

Kate's POV

I felt someone pick me up and I could hear their breathing. I felt needles being pulled out from my wrists.
I started panicking, I wanted to just get up and run away. I couldn't do anything. I was just hoping for the best. I had trouble breathing for a while but I think I'm okay now.

Blake's POV

I put her down on my bed. I wanted to try, try and bring her back. I know that I'm the only person that can get a response from her.
'Kate, it's Blake.' I whisper
I want to try, to try for the last time. I hope it works.
' if you die then I'm going to die with you ' I take her hand in mine
'Like Romeo and Juliet ' I laugh
I put on waste my time by the killing lights, it's her favourite song.

Kate's POV

I think I've been here for a while now, I think we've listened to a million songs.
I managed to move my finders just a little but it took a lot out of me.

Blake's POV

It's been two days and she seams ok. I've been worried.
Wait!! What he hell !!!
I think she's not breathing
She's going a wierd colour
I push down on her chest and give her mouth to mouth
'Kate! ' I yell
I here the door being opened down stairs

Kate's POV

I don't know what's happening.......
I can't think.....
And that's when I open my eyes.
I take deep breaths and blink a lot trying to get used to the brightness
I start coughing.

Sam's POV

I heard coughing so I ran up the stairs and headed straight for her bedroom.
'Kate?!?' I open he door and see her sitting up with Blake looking down at her with shock on his face.
'What the hell?!?' I yell and run over to her. She stopped coughing now and I look at her. Her eyes were a little blood shot and her face was paler than usual.
She looked at me with tears in her eyes

**** 1 week later*****

**** Kate's been improving a lot ****

Kate's POV

No ones come to visit, I don't know if it's because no one told them or because they don't care. It's mine and Blake's 2 year anniversary today....
I dont want to see him though.
I got dressed in my black jeans and motionless in white top and put my make up on. Then grabbed my boots and looked for the hand gun that Blake always kept In Case of an emergency .
Then I left.

I didn't really know where I was going, I didn't really care anymore.
Blake said he needed to sort some things out. But I heard him on the phone to that stupid slut.
I told Sam how I heard everything he said and how I don't know what to feel anymore. I think it broke him because he left and hasn't come back.
Everyone's already forgot about me.
I might as well finish it all