Tell me im worth it

Chapter 18

Authors note---- happy new year guys!!

Kate's POV

It felt weird laying here and listening to everything that's being said around me. I really want to reply and let everyone know I'm okay but i just can't. I think I moved my finger yesterday but I'm not 100% sure. I miss everyone but most of all I miss Jake. I hate the fact that he's gone.

Sam's POV

I get a coke from the vending machine and return to sit in my usual place, the chair next to Kate. I put my coke down under my chair.
'I'm sorry I wasn't here for most of the day Kate, Ben thought it would be best if I focus on my music a bit more. Band practice went shit, Danny kept fucking up the words and Karolina was there so Ben continued checking up on her and James and Cameron didn't put much effort into things.' I say to Kate
'I think Blake dropped by today but you probably already know that. Also Everyone stopped by Jakes grave today, it was pretty depressing.' I sigh
'I really do love you Kate' I admit once again
'I'm sure you'll wake up soon'

Blake's POV

I decided to drop by the hospital today, I held her hand, her cold, pale hand. I know she's as good as dead now. I wish I was there that day, I wish I protected her.
'You seam distracted today, what's wrong?' Jennifer whispered in my ear.
Oh I forgot to tell you, I'm in a strip club. I come here often now that Kate's gone.
It helps me forget about things.
'Rough day' I answer
'Well I know how to cheer you up' she stands up and takes me to the VIP area.

Kate's POV

Sam said it again, those three words. He whispered them this time while holding my hand like always. I can't believe I haven't noticed it before, he loves me.

Karolina's POV

Why Kate my dear Kate. We all know there's no way she's going to wake up. It was a stupid idea to play that game on Halloween.
I'm in a mental institution btw just so we're clean. I attempted suicide and they said it would be healthy for me and the baby. I still haven't found an adoption family for the baby. Ben was angry when I told him I'm giving it up for adoption. He really wanted a baby but I did explain how he would have to pick the band or the baby. He knew that we weren't ready for a baby but he's still trying to get me to change my mind. I hate this place it's all white, my room that is. Everyone's worried about my baby, about that thing inside me. I met some of the other pregnant women here. Their all quite mentally insane.
I have to take these pills once a day, they said its stress relief or something. I told them they can stick their drugs up their fucking arse. One of the male doctors here is suck a perv, I heard from one of the girls that he was the one that got her pregnant. He keeps touching my leg when ever I see him. They also made me go to this group thing where we're supposed to share our feelings and stories with each other. One of them was called Alexis, she said she sees the dead and that's why she stabbed her girlfriend who luckily survived. I told them my story and they weren't even shocked, Alexis scared the shit out of me. I told her about the little girl and she pointed behind me and said 'that one?'...