Tell me im worth it

Chapter 8

I wake up and frown realising i fell asleep but when i checked my phone i only slept for an hour so i got of the bed and left Blake a not saying 

' Dear Blake i think we need some time appart but hopfully i will see you again ' 

i didnt bother signing the letter so i just left. i went dow stairs and saw that the party was still going on and i look around then see Ben...... kissing some girl that would be describes as a ''tipical emo''. i walk over to them and push the girl of him then slap him pretty hard. the girl complained but the once the rest of the band joined us she just backed away and left.

'WHAT THE FUCK BEN!!!' i scream at him, why does this day have to get worse by the second. the guys started pulling me away and before i knew it Sam was holding me while i cryed in a corner.

'WHAT A DICK' i yell over the music and he just hods me there

We all decided we were going to let Ben explain everything to Karolina sp,e time tomorrow. Then we walked into the tour bus and put Ben to bed first then everyone else only i instead of went to my bunk bed i went to Sam's. He smiled when he saw me climb in beside him and we kissed for a while.

*i look down at me sleeping in that bunk with Sam then i see Heather again and she comes closer. she looked around 7 now 'mummy why don't you join me' she asks and i look away 'MUMMY!' she screams looking angry then she turns around and starts walking away. 'NO baby please don't go i will join you..... soon' i tell her. 'promise mummy?' she asks and i nod my head* 

i slowly open my eyes and see Sam above me and everyone around our bunk lookiing pissed off.

' you know this is strike one, two more untill you are made to sleep in the bathroom' Cameron says with his little english accent which was so cute.

'sorry guys...... what time is it?' i ask 

'7.30 am' Ben replies and then leaves to the bathroom looking guilty

'that was wierd' Karolina comments and then heads off to climb back in bed, i also noticed Danny was with some girl on the sofa. i sigh and get out of bed.

'Miss Kate you have a letter' Luke (the driver) said. He was around 21 and was a goth so we did get a lot of looks and glares with our little group but we were used to it by now plus Luke was super nice. Anyway i smiled and look the letter from him and noticed he was wearing a fishnet top and leather pants with a black steacher in his right ear and his normal spikes and black gloves and nailpolish oh and cant forget his awesome boots, he looked pretty cute too with his make up and clothes. 

'yeh someone must have slipped it through the window' he smiles slightly then passes the note to me. I sawhim and Karolina smile at each other then he left back to the drivers seat.

'He really needs to lear to talk more' Cameron points out

i look down at the envalope and i slowly open it, i read the note and as soon as i saw the picture i ran to the bathroom droping the note and picture. i bent down and puke into the toilet, after brushing my teeth i went to sit on the sofa crying.

'       hello dear Kate i just wanted to say how much i love you. See i cant tell you who i am just yet but in time my dear Kate. Just know that what i do is for the best and that i wont harm you...... just yet and dont show this to anyone and trust me i will be watching       ' 

The picture was of my Heather right after she died.

i noticed everyone never saw my scene because they were all sleeping so i look the note and picture and hid it under my bunks matress. i go to the bathroom again and fix my make up and got changed into a cute white dress and black heels and my black bag. i herd footsteps and kissing noises and when i turned to have a look i was surprised at what i saw, Karolina and Luke were full on making out. i fake coughed and they stopped kissing and looked at me. Both blushed like hell even i could feel my cheeks burn up too. 

'Sooo...... ' i say awkwardly 

'please dont tell Ben' Karolina insists

' well he has some things to tell you too' i say and walk out of the tour bus and went straight to the mall that happened to be just down the road. Asking Alexandria are having a concert tonight and i needed something to wear, so i can fit in with their crowd.... for once. i sigh i could have brought someone with me then i see a girl with bright green hair running towards me and yelling 'Kate'.