Tell me im worth it

chapter 5

I open my eyes to a room filled with light, I waited till my eyes adjusted to the light and I could make up 5 figures around me. I also realised I was laying in a bed and I felt slightly sick.

'Whaa-tt...' I try to sit up and my head starts hurting then my stomach stung like a bitch and I groaned in pain.

'Lay down for now love' I recognised the voice as Ben's and like always I listen and lay down again still feeling pain but not as much.

'What happened? Where am I?' I whisper

''That Blake cheated on you and his bitch kind of beat you up and almost shot you now she's in hospital too couse that cunt beat her up' Danny said appearing next to me

'Ohh.....oh' I suddenly remember everything and a tear falls from my eye

'And we decided that a week from now when you get out of here you are going on tour with us along with karolina' Sam says

'Who by the way is in jail' Cameron smiles

'Yeh she beat that bitch pretty hard ' James chimes in.

I yawn and instantly everyone around me looks at each other.

'We will let you rest and will be back tomorrow' Sam says and bends over to kiss my cheek and so does everyone else and then I closed my eyes and herd the door shut. How could I have been so stupid, I guess that's it no more relationships for me.

I wake up the next morning and felt a lot better, good enough to sit up and I look at the tray of food waiting on the drawer next to the hospital bed. I look away and then the door opens, and Blake walked in. I frown.

'What do you want!?!' If only looks could kill.

'Hey...I'm so sorry about everything' he says

'So! I don't care about your stupid apologie' I feel tears in my eyes again, stupid emotions.

'Look I was worried so much when you didn't wake up for all those weeks, I just want you to know I was here each day...' he had tears in his eyes

'Wait for how long was I asleep' I ask, weeks?!?! He must be wrong

'5 weeks and 2 days' he answered and a tear fell from his eye.

I sit up higher and feel slight pain in my stomach

'Carefull I don't think you should be sitting up with a broken rib even on medication' he warns me

'A broken rib?' I look down at my self and see the tube things connected to my arms and under my hospital robe I could feel the bandage as I put my hand on my stomach, the bandage spread from my stomach up to my breasts.

'I have to go for now but I will be back and please eat' he was crying now

'What if I don't want you to come back or to eat' I say and he cries some more

'Then at least eat please....promise me' he asks.

'I'm not promising anything now GET THE FUCK OUT' I yell and turn away from him and lay down.I sigh, is it wrong that I still love him.

Later on that day karolina came to visit. She ran up to the bed and hugged me carefull of the broken rib and all. I also found out that I had a black eye which was faded slightly and should be ok by the time I'm off on tour.

'Hey' I say, I look at the tray next to the bed which only contained a muffin since I listened to Blake and did eat, and now I feel much more stronger and I'm trying hard to eat as much as I can.

'Hi I hope your feeling better, also your third meal should be here soon' She smiles

'I missed you' I tell her

'Not more than I missed you she grins and hugs me again quickly

'Just remember you have to get plenty of food and rest ok, oh and I brought you some other stuff in case the hospital doesn't give you anything fun' She smiles and I look around the room properly this time and see that there were get well soon balloons every where and.... asking alexandria was sleeping in the corner. I smiled as she passed me a bag filled with crisps, sweets, drinks and other foods and then she oases me another which had my phone in it along with monopoly and a few other board games and a picture of me karolina and the band and..... a chunk of red hair.I look at karolina confused.

'Thought you might find it funny how I ripped it off that little sculp of hers' She grins

'This is why we are friends' we look at each other and both burst out laughing