Tell me im worth it

~~~Chapter 15~~~

Kate's POV

I open one eye and then the other. The sun was peeking through the windows and Blake was no where to be seen. I sigh. I hate it when he leaves like this. No note or anything. I get up and look around my room, it was a mess how great. I moan and go down stairs tripping on the last step.

'Fuck' I mumble

I get up of the floor and actually make it to the kitchen this time, I look at the calendar it was the 29th of October, only a few more days till Halloween and I still haven't bought the stuff for Halloween. I make myself cereal and eat about half of it before stuffing it in the sink. I frown at the state of the kitchen before deciding to start cleaning it till it shined.

'Hey' I say into my phone

'Hi' karolina answers

'So your defo telling him tonight????' I ask hoping everything will go okay

'....yeah' she sounded uncertain

'Tell him that if he does anything to harm you in any physical or mental way, I will kill him' I tell her meaning it

'It's fine I'm sure he won't hurt me, he might be angry or something but not hurt me, he's a great guy..... Just a baby is a lot to take in and we are only 19' she sounded like she was about to cry.

'Look I'm sorry, everything will be okay, promise' I try to make her feel better

'I just hope he will take it as well as you have' I could practically see her smiling

'So have you been eating properly?????' I panic slightly just at the thought of her going through what I had to go through.

'Yes I have and did you know Nutella with pineapple are soo good together' I herd munching in the backround

"eww.... okay time for a new subject, its halloween soon!! and i still have to buy the ouija board" i sigh

*A week Later*

*At some dinner near by*

Karolina's POV

i look down at the outfit Kate picked out for me..... oh yeh im guessing this is the part where i describe my 'clothing'

i wore my black skinny jeans with ripps on them and my dark blue and black stripped jumper with my new dark blue shiny boots and just to top it al off i wore my black leather choker which i got from Ben. (and yep my stomach is looking bigger than ever)

i order a harge milkshake and silently wait at my table watching the door

*30 minutes later*

i have finished my milkshake and now was drinking my second one, yet still he has not come.

Ben why arnt you here yet?!?

as i was about to give up all hope he walks through the door, looking sexyer than ever. we both start smiling as soon as we catch each others eye. i keep my bump hidden under the table, crossing my arms on top of it to hide it that bit more. when he reaches the table he leans in for a kiss but i turn my face, he looked slightly angry as he sat in his seat.

'so whats up, love?' he asks

'i need to tell you something importnant' i look down at my crossed arms

'you can tell me, you can tell me anything' he smiles

just tell him, tell him, just get it over with, pregnant, pregnannnnnnt......

i was starting to get a headache and i kept hearing the voices getting louder and louder so i said.....

'im pregnant' i blurt out

'thats not something your supposed to joke about' he frowned

i stand up letting him see the bump

he stands up and just stares at my stomach.... at my baby.

'am i the dad?' he asks

oh crapppp

'yes who else could it be?' i smile though i didnt know who was the father

'wow... i mean my band just...... our first album and.... a child......' he looks down

'i understand if you dont want anything to do with him or me...' i rud my belly gently feeling a slight kick

'its a him?' he asks smiling slightly

'yep i found out a while ago but your the first to know' i tell him honostly

'you could have told me sooner, love this is....well ...... great news, i cant wait to tell the guys' he smiles and give me a small kiss then kisses my stomac.... i mean baby.