Tell me im worth it

~~~Chapter 12~~~

I havent really herd from Karolina or the band or well everyone else exept Sapphire or Blake. Instead me and her grew closer but i did miss Karolina a lot. but in the past 2 months i got anger management sessions and got told i am anerecsic also i had to get weekly check ups because of this, oh and i moved out right after mum's new marrige with some guy who was a drunk. i frown just at the thought of them together, she said she will send me money once a month and i got a job aswell so atleast i still had money on my side. i got a two bedroom house, a guestroom and my room and it had a big garden with a pool. oh yes i forgot to mention how i got a dog called Angel she was a black lab and was soo cute.

i got back with Blake about a month after that night at the club.

i lay in bed next to Blake, i turn to face him.

'im really sorry about evrything that night' i appolagise.... again

'i told you its fine, you were to pissed to even remember your name' he smiles and turns to look back at me.

i take his arm and roll up the sleave to reveal his scars and see a few new cuts, but i understood now so all i did was kiss each one of his cuts and scars.

'i love you.... i hope you know that' i tell him

'i love you too babe' he smiles and gives me a peck on the lips

'i'll be back in a second, i need to feed Angel' i tell him and after he nods i head down stairs.

Angel runs up to me with some envolopes in her mouth, i pat her then take them from her while going to the kitchen. i give Angel her doggie food and empty her water bowl and wash it then empty two bottles of water into it and put it down next to her food bowl.

I sit on the sofa in the living room and open the first letter, it was a post card from mum. I put it on the space next to me then notice the next letter must have been hand delivered and was probably from my stalker who has recently sent me more letters which I reported to the police but they said it was probably just a joke and that it's not very a crime really. After that I didn't show them them any more. Anyway today's letter was different.

"Dear Kate, we will see each other soon I promise, but I will have to test you, I will have to see if your strong enough. You see the rest always fail the test"

That's all it said, usually the stalker just says how he saw me that day or brings back a bad memory or something else. I tried not to worry about it too much, I even binned the letter.

I went back upstairs and herd Blake talking, probably on the phone, and nosey me decided to sneak behind the door and slyly watched him search my drawers which was weird.

'I'm telling you, she doesn't have any' he says then after a moment of silence he frowned and hand up. I watched as he pulled his gun out of his jacket pocket which was on the floor and slipped it into one of my drawers, I don't know why. I'm just so confused right now. I slowly stand up and open the door fully to reveal Blake laying on my bed innocently. I jump onto the bed and lay down beside him.

'Back' I smile trying to forget everything that happened in the past half an hour.