Remember {O2L fan fiction}

Falling

I woke up and saw a note on the side of my bed. I groaned and picked it up.

Hazel- please talk to me. I really need to talk to you -Sam xx

I scoffed and crumpled the note and threw it into the trashcan. I groaned, remembering I didn't change clothes last night. I was taking a personal lazy day before I started work tomorrow.

I threw on sweatpants, the Magcon shirt Cameron got me, and a warm pair of socks. I put my hair in a high ponytail and added a hint of mascara on my eyes.

I walked into the kitchen and sighed as I saw another note. Why don't I lock my doors more often!?

babe, come over quick -Sam xx

time left note- 10:27am

I looked at my phone Sam got me and saw it was 10:35am. I scoffed and made my way out to next door.

I knocked on the door and Kian answered. "Good." He turned back and shouted, "She's here!" And I walked in with my head down.

"Where is the bastard?" I asked and Kian pointed to Sam on the couch. I walked over and he looked up at me, I noticed The rest of o2l on the other two couches and I smiled.

"Let's just get this over with." I slapped Sam across the face and smiled. "Proceed." I said sitting on the floor and sitting Indian style.

I watched Sam move down the couch so he was on his knees and he held my hands softly.

"I know what I did. I just-i dont know what came over me, Hazel. She was just someone I really loved but, I don't love her like I used to." The words coming out of his mouth made me sick, I just wanted to run away and never come back.

"Please, you've got to understand what happened. I'm just sorry okay?" He pleaded and I scoffed.

"You have no idea how much you hurt me. When I read that letter you gave me I was sobbing. You lied to me." I teared up.

"No I didn't-"

"You lied to me in that thing. You went and stabbed me in the back and cheated on me! You never meant anything you said to me!" I sobbed and looked over at Jc who gave me a sad look.

I heard Sam mumble.

"Speak up, Pottorff."

"Alright!" He shouted and I was taken aback by his sudden rage. "Listen," he calmed down slightly, "it may have seemed that way to you, but it wasn't. I am sorry and you know what, I'm just going to say it." He scoffed and ran his fingers over his face.

He grabbed my hands and pulled me in close to him, I couldn't even process what was happening, I just listened and focused on him.

"I love you so much, Hazel. So freaking much." He lips contacted mine roughly and I nearly jumped at how sudden this was. I felt so much love come from one kiss and I couldn't believe it.

He pulled away slowly and my mouth hung open. I couldn't even process what I just heard, I couldn't even think.

"Do you forgive me?"

I glared at him and huffed. "You don't mean anything you say, Sam. You said you'll never let me go, you did."

"But I-"

"No, Sam. We're over, don't you dare speak to me." I wiped my eyes and stood up.

"No, you two are fixing this mess." Jc said and I shook my head.

"Jc, if you don't want me to jump off a cliff I suggest you move out of my way." I said abruptly and he moved out of the way. I sprinted next door and pulled out my phone and called Dakota.

"Hey girl!"

"I broke up with Sam."

"Good job, girl. He's a cheating little fu-"

"Dakota, he said he loves me." All that was left was silence and it brought me even deeper into depression.

"I dont know what to tell you. Want Andrea, Lia, and I to come over? We can dye each other's hair, watch movies, eat junk?"

"That sounds better." I smiled over the phone.

"Great, I'll call them and I'll be over in 20 minutes. Bye bye"

"See ya." I hung up the phone and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in and my door bell rang. I groaned and walked over, I opened the door and saw Kian.

"Come on." He opened his arms wide and I wrapped my arms around him gently. "You know you love, Sam."

I sniffled and shook my head at Kian. "I can move on." I sighed and walked back inside.

"You and Sam have been a lot together."

"Yeah, well ask him this. Why was it so easy to cheat on me? Why did he think my feelings were nothing? Why did he use me?"

"He didn't use you-"

"He did. Just go, Kian." I sighed and closed the door. I walked back to my kitchen and put my head on the table.

"I do love you Sam, I just don't want to fall too hard." I said to myself.