We will be okay

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*Sam POV*

"You two are so cheesy." Connor rolled his eyes, referring to Hazel and I, I scoffed, "Speak for yourself!" I chuckled and Trevor and Ricky sighed.

"Single life." They fist bumped sadly and I rolled my eyes. I laid back on the couch and took a bite of my popcorn.

"How is Hazel?" Jc asked and I shrugged. "Eh, she's alright. I mean, she takes her medicine everyday and she seems pretty healthy." I smiled and Jc nodded.

"I still can't believe all that happened." Ricky ran a hand through his hair and we all agreed.

I saw that Connor kept looking down at his phone and it made me curious. I watched him pick up his phone again and he gasped and dropped his phone.

"Connor," Kian started off and Connor looked like he was fighting off tears and it was weird. "What's wrong?" Kian said and he looked over.

"H-Hazel. I-I-" he let out a sob and buried his face in his knees. What about Hazel? All this was making my heart beat faster and my palms became sweaty.

I watched Kian pick up his phone and unlock it. He started scrolling through something and his eyes widened and he bite his lip.

"Sam, please be calm, alright?"

"I'm not calm if you're making this so suspenseful!" I shouted and he huffed.

"Hazels cancer in her head is gone." Kian shrugged and I rolled my eyes. "We all pretty much knew that, Kian." I said rolling my eyes and Kian huffed again.

"That's not all, Sam."

"What is it then?!" I yelled in frustration.

"Her cancer is spreading!" Kian shouted and everyone's eyes widened and I chuckled.

"Funny Kian, good prank man." I said nervously and Connor shook his head. "Do you see me crying?" Connor wiped his eyes and I bit my lip.

I stood up and quickly walked out the door to Hazels house and walked in silently.

"I don't know." I heard her say and I stood behind the corner listening. "You should know, the doctors would be able to tell you." Dakota responded and I furrowed my eyebrows.

This made no sense. Why wouldn't Hazel tell me?

"Well they are still doing tests. Maybe they can stop it? I'm just trying to stay positive, Kota."

"I'm just asking if it's terminal cancer, Hazel. I know you know if it is or not, stop with this act and tell me! Am I not your best friend?"

Terminal? No, she can't have that. I wouldn't be able to even live with myself, she just remembered me. She can't have limited time to live now!

"Listen, Kota, I honestly don't know. They should know by tomorrow, but please just keep a positive mind set and pray alright?" She asked and I couldn't help the grin appear on my face.

She has always been positive and it just continues to amaze me. I dont know how she does it, to be honest. If I was in her shoes, I would be mad and depressed.

I walked into the room and Hazels eyes showed fear and sadness. "How much did you hear?" She asked me as I sat down next to her and I pulled her into my lap. I kissed her cheek.

"I heard... Enough." I said and she sighed. "Dakota? Can I talk to Sam in private?" She asked and Dakota nodded, she walked by me and kissed my cheek softly. "Night Sam."

It was a nice sisterly gesture, I've never had a sister before. Well, technically she is my half sister but my parents get upset with me when I call her that because she is still apart of the family and has my blood.

"I'm sorry." Hazel breathed out and I furrowed my eyebrows. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you and that this is happening to me."

"Hazel," I cooed and held her tightly against my chest. "You know if I could take it away, I would." I took in the scent of her hair and held her closely to me.

"I know. Listen, no matter what happens I just want to know if you'll stay with me." She asked holding my hand and tearing up, at first i thought she was kidding but then I saw the concern in her eyes.

"Us against them." I said pressing my lips to hers briefly and I kissed her forehead after.

"I'm going to sleep." She said yawning and I nodded. She slid off my lap and went into her room with Blue following her.

I hung my head and took a deep breath before moving to her room. She was slowly drifting to sleep and I kissed her cheek, "I'll always be here." I said and she let out a deep breath.

"I hope I'll always be here." She said and I bit my lip, I don't want her to die. The thought of her dying puts a sickening taste in my mouth.

I went into my room and walked past my calendar when something crossed my mind. I walked back over to it and cussed under my breath.

I went to the side of my bed and kneeled over and folded my hands together.

"Dear God," I whispered, "thank you letting me see the light of day. Thank you for letting me see tonight and I pray for another day tomorrow." I said and paused, trying to not cry. "I don't know why you would let this happen. Why let her suffer? I know you have a plan, but please." I let the hot tears roll down my cheeks.

"God, tomorrow is my 19th birthday. For my birthday, I just ask that Hazel isn't diagnosed with terminal cancer. Please do this for me, Amen." I unfolded my hands and I wiped my eyes.

I crawled under my white covers and closed my eyes when my phone buzzed, I reopened my eyes and saw Hazel texted me four simple words.

We will be okay

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