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*Hazel POV*

I woke up to the sound of my alarm beeping. I had to be at the doctors office at 8:00am and it was 7:00am. I decided to be lazy and put on leggings, a tank top, and a Coca Cola crewneck on.

I brushed through my long hair that desperately needs a hair stylist and put it in a high ponytail. I put on mascara and grabbed my purse, I looked in to see Sam still asleep and i smiled.

I walked out of the house and dug through my bag to find my earbuds. I inserted them into each ear and listened to I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz.

I drove to the doctors office and took out my earbuds after I parked and took a deep breath.

I walked into the office and an elderly women was behind the desk. She gave me a crooked smile and on instinct I gave her one back.

"Name?"

"Hazel Monet. I'm here to see Dr.Phillip." I said still smiling and she nodded. "One moment, he will be right with you." I nodded and sat down in the waiting area.

I saw a mom holding an infant and I smiled. I looked over with a soft look and tapped her shoulder lightly.

"How old is she?" I asked looking down at the baby curled up in a pink blanket.

"10 months." She answered smiling back at me and she furrowed her eyebrows. "Have I met you before?" I shook my head and then I thought.

"Do you have any older kids?"

"I have a 14 year old girl and 16 year old girl." She answered and I nodded. "Do they watch YouTube? Such as O2L?"

She nodded and she chuckled, "You're that Sam fellows, girlfriend." She said and stuck out her hand. "I'm Sarah."

"Hazel." I said looking down at her baby and I smiled as she opened her eyes.

"What's her name?" I asked Sarah and she smiled. "Natalie." She said and I nodded. "Why're you here?" I asked.

"Annual check up." She smiled and I nodded. "What about you?" She asked and I just pursued my lips together.

"Annual check up." I said, not wanting her to know about my cancer and pity me. I bit the side of my cheek and Dr.Phillip came in.

"Hazel?" He asked and I walked behind him into a white room and sat on a chair. He typed some things into his laptop while my hands started to shake.

"Alright, Miss.Monet." Dr.Phillip said and he gave me a picture. I furrowed my eyes at the picture and looked up at him.

"What is this?" I asked and he chuckled.

"That's a diagram of your body we took when you got the MRI to check your brain." He said and I nodded slowly. "See this dark spots?" He pointed and I noticed them all in my arms, chest, and very little in the legs.

My eyes began to water as I nodded. "This is the cancer that's in you." He said and I wiped away a tear. "I-is it-"

"Is it terminal?" He said asking for me and she sighed deeply. "Yes, Hazel I'm afraid it is terminal." He answered and my chin began to shake.

"How long do I have to live?" I asked and he rolled his chair over to the computer and I hesitantly tapped my foot and he sighed deeply again.

"6 months." He said and the tears just poured from my eyes. I couldn't even believe I was going to die in 6 months.

"I apologize, Hazel. You'll have to come back a month before, okay?" He said and I nodded. He gave me a warm hug and I left the room.

I ran out to my car and hit my steering wheel in anger and sadness. I can't leave now when I have people that generally care about me.

I started up the car and drove as quickly as possible back home. I walked into the house and it was 10:00am, I walked into Sam's room and saw Blue next to him sleeping.

I wiped more tears that kept falling onto my cheeks and I walked over to Sam. I kissed his cheek and his eyes opened slowly.

"Morning babe. Did you go to the doctor?" He asked and my chin began to shake again as I wrapped my arms around him and he pulled me next to him. I let out loud sobs into his chest and he held me close.

"How long do you have..." He asked, obviously knowing what I was going to say. "Six months, Sam." I answered and sobbed again.

He lifted my head up and I looked into his brown eyes that started to fill with tears.

"I know you'll be okay. If God takes you, I will accept it. By damn, I will make these 6 months the best of your life." He pressed his lips on mine and I kissed back passionately, our lip rings colliding.

I couldn't help the hot tears that fell down my face. I didn't want to leave anyone, it would kill me. Sam pulled away and my hand rested on his cheek.

"I love you so much." I said looking at him in the eyes and he gave me a teary smile. "I love you too, Hazel." He said kissing my forehead and I leaned back on him.

"Happy Birthday." I chuckled and he sighed. "As long as I am with you, this birthday couldn't be better, babe." I felt his lips contact the top of my head and I sighed.

"I have an idea." Sam smiled and looked down at me. "We are going to have the best 6 months of our lives, Hazel. C'mon, fix your makeup and meet me in the kitchen." He said and I nodded as I made my way to the bathroom.

I wiped off the mascara on my cheeks and added some eyeliner to my mascara and walked out to see Sam.

"C'mon, baby." He held out his hand and I took it and smiled best I could. I stepped into the passenger side and closed the door and looked at Sam.

"Where are we going?" I asked trying to get my mind off the whole situation I am in.

"HollyWood Walk Of Fame."

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