"Halloween Party tonight at our place!" Shelli exclaimed holding on to Krist. "We will be there" Kurt smiled. Kurt and I have been doing well.
I walked in the party. Stephanie was dressed as a Angel and Justin a Demon. I know somethings going on with them. Dave is a hippie, Lydia is a goddess. Krist is a Zombie and Shellis Fairy. I walked in and Kurt was a Skeleton "Take me to your leader" Kurt Laughed seeing me as an alien. "Alien huh" he said. "So greeny " he laughed. "So Skeletony" I mock him. "Bro, crack a beer!" Krist yelled to Kurt. 'Oh god' I thought. "I'll just have two" Kurt assured me. I go to the dance floor and dance with Shell. "Why are they always drinking" I laugh. "Alcoholics" she giggles. "At least Kurt said he will only have two." I smiled. "Uh, hate to tell you but he's already downed five." Her smile disappeared. "Are you serious" I grew angry. I composed my self and walked over to the boys. "Kurt I think we should go" I say concerned. "Nah, have a beeerrrr" He slurred. "Sweetie you know I don't drink" I smiled. "Loosen up you pansyyyyy" he yelled. I was growing even more mad. "We're going Kurt" I said sternly grabbing his arm . "No you are, now go away" he pushed only a little. "Kurt calm down" Krist tried to stop him. "Seriously" Dave yelled. "Stop drinking!" I yelled at him. "Then stop being a depressed baby!" He mocked me. "That's ENOUGH Kurt!" Dave snatched his beer bottle. He just laughed. "I'm going upstairs" Kurt sighed. "I'm so sorry Lily I shouldn't t have let him drink" Justin apologized. "It's fine I'm just going to go home" I held it together. "Use my car" Justin offered. I got in the car as it rained outside driving home. "How was the party?" My mom asked. I closed the door and walked into my room. I sat down at first then cried. I cried till 1 am when I heard a knock on my window. I opened it. It was Kurt. Not just soaking wet from rain but also crying. "Kurt?" I asked. "You're freezing come in" i opened the window. "What's wrong Kurt?" I looked at him. "I'm so sorry" he cried. "I'm an alcoholic, no good, fuck up boyfriend." "Hey" I lifted his chin. "It's okay" I kissed him. "I don't deserve you" me said with his lips brushing against mine. "Take off your clothes" I said. "What?!?" He yelled. I covered his mouth. "You are soaking wet and it's 1 am silly" I laughed. "Oh" he strained a laugh. "I need to change anyway." I smiled. He nodded as I grabbed my pajamas and took off my shirt. "Do I need to leave" he covered his eyes. I laughed. "This is probably not the last time you'll see me like this." He uncovered his eyes and lifted me. "I still have to get dressed" I smiled. "I like you better like this." He kissed my neck. I turned and fell on the bed as me kissed passionately. "I love you" I mumbled. "I don't deserve any part of you but I love you" He kissed me back. He ran his hands down my waist as I unbuckled his pants. He smiled sliding my underwear off. "Tell me if it's not okay" He paused. "It is" I smiled.
