It's now November of 1988. Kurt in I live in a little house that we love. Tonight we are having a party. I made a new friend named Courtney who is also in a band and is super sweet.
I put up some banners for the party and got it organized for our Thanksgiving party. Kurt and Nirvana made an Album which is wicked and I'd say I'm finally happy.
The party started. "Hey Bitch" Shelli came in holding Krist as more guest came in. "You look beautiful baby" Kurt held on to me. "What's wrong?" He asked. "Nothing ill be back" I went upstairs. Courtney hadn't came yet. I saw Kurt's phone out and it rung. Courtney's number popped up. I didn't say anything as I lifted it up. "Don't say anything" she started. "How dare you!" She yelled through the phone. "When we fucked you didnt tell me you were in a serious relationship, not one at all! Especially with my friend!" She paused. "Look, I'm pregnant I'm going to Rome. I don't want you to come. You better tell Lily because she's the best fucking thing you have in your life!" She cried. "Courtney" I said softly. "Girl, I'm so so sorry" she cried in the phone. "I know I heard the whole thing" "I'm coming soon" she said. "Okay bye" I hung up. "I held it together". "Kurt" I called sweetly. He ran up. "Yeah babe" he smiled. "Since it's Thanksgiving you have anything you want to admit on or tell me" "not really" he responded. "Well I'm thankful for you" he smiled. "That's sweet" I closed the door. "Why'd you close the door" he snickered. "Just don't want everyone to hear about you being an asshole" I frowned. "Huh?" He said confused. "Play the message" I threw the phone at him. "Okay..." He said starting it. He listened. "Oh fuck" he frowned. "Listen" he started. "Listen? To what you expect me to FUCKING LISTEN" I cried. "When!" I asked. "The Halloween party" he had sorrow in his eyes. "That's why you had sex with me?" I asked. "To make up for fucking my friend?" I asked. "That wasn't why" he reached out for me. "Don't fucking touch me" I slapped his hand away. "I was super drunk" he spoke. "Okay? Too drunk to function?" I yelled. "Listen it was a mistake I can fix it" He cried. "NO!" I fought through my tears. "Please baby I'm so sorry It didn't mean a thing." He held my hand. I grabbed a suitcase from my closet. "Courtney called again it's not mine!" He smiled. "Do you think I care?" I said putting clothes in the suitcase. "Please" he sat in his knees. "You are my everything". "Why don't you just go and fuck the rest of my friends" I cried walking downstairs. "Hey Hey what's wrong?" Dave said. "Kurt cheated" I cried in his arms. "I told him to tell you" Justin said. "You knew?" I asked. "We knew" he said directing at Lydia, Steph and him. "You didn't tell her?" Dave asked. "No because he was too busy most likely fucking Stephanie!" I yelled. The looked in same. "Oh god you were!" I yelled. "Lydia how could you" Dave asked. "I don't know" she mumbled. "Well tell me when you do" he walked out leaving her shocked. Kurt walked down with eyes like daggers at him. "Please Lily let me talk" he whispered. "I HATE YOU" I hit his chest. "I HATE THAT I STILL LOVE YOUR FUCKING DUMB ASS." I spat. He wrapped his arm around me. "Please stay the night and we can talk tomorrow" he spoke. I didn't think this could be fixed. "Fine." I said pushing him off me. "Please let me hold you" He held on to my waist. "You can hold Courtney" I whispered. "I was drunk" he cried. "I love you, I need you, I want you" He cried. "Please baby" "I only want you"
