petal | e.d

t h r e e

chapter | three

song:
worst of you - maisie peters

ethan's pov
7 months ago

my hand slowly reaches down for hers as i'm begging to hold it. my cheeks were turning a bright red as i felt the heat engulfing them.

i couldn't help the way she made me feel.

it was like i actually meant something.

i never thought i was into the cliche kinda stuff. but the way she made me feel inside just made me want to give her everything i have.

once my hand made contact with hers, i felt a spark of energy trickle through my hand into my whole entire body.

her head flipped towards me making me feel the flick of her hair on my shoulder.

her body was so close to mine, but she wouldn't push beside me.

so i grabbed her hand.

i felt her eyes digging into my skin making my eyes flicker towards her. the smile on her face made her cheeks more rosey than they were.

her golden hair fell past her shoulders making me weak.

i really fell for this girl.

***

"hey mum!" i call out from the hall as my hand holds tightly onto clarkes.

she giggled beside me making me let out a deep chuckle.

"hey hun how are you-" mum comes from around the corner, freezing in her spot as she stares at the both of us.

my hand squeezes her as both our cheeks puff out, trying not to laugh.

once my eyes meet hers, i can't help but stifle a little laugh.

mum had that cheeky smile creeping onto her lips as she stared the the both of us. she couldn't help but jump a little on her toes as she bit her bottom lip in excitement.

"hello mrs.dolan-" clarkes soft voice says, making me awe at her even more.

"oh please call me lisa."

***
5 months after

she fucking broke me.

i felt an deep and painful feeling throughout my heart. and she caused it.

after all i've done, i would had never thought she would be the one to do something like this.

it's one to leave right after having sex.

but it's two when you had been cheating the whole time.

she didn't seem like she had anything bad in her to do it.

i cherished every moment we had together like it could be the last. i was so shy and made myself vulnerable to her.