29 June [continued]
Despite everything, I just want you to be okay.
It breaks my heart that you aren't alright and that I can't be there for you . Then again, where were you when I was crying myself to sleep for nights?
Do you still think about me the way you used to?
Do you still love me the way you used to?
Does the thought of me cause you pain, or worse, discomfort?
Am I that replaceable?
Anxiety has me by the throat; choking me with its iron-fist grip.
Is it not cruel, what you have done to me? You roped me back in every fucking time I pulled away and I simply cannot find any way out at all.
[when we were both hurting without the other knowing. I forced myself to endure twice the hurt, on behalf of you as well, because anything which hurt you devastated me too.]
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Heartbreak Hotel
RomanceAn ode to my love for you, as a form of validation of everything between us, no matter how brief a time our paths have crossed. ~Till we meet again, my love. {Nothing here is pretty, nothing here is structured. Some are pieces of poetry, others del...
