it makes my blood boil,
nerves tighten,
stomach clench,
to see you happy, content,
as if -
this was not all I dreamed of,
all I ever prayed for,
for it always boils down to this -
you happiness takes precedence over mine
always, it still does
even so, this inexplicable anger surges through my body
because where am I in this version of your life?
where do I fit?
there is no place for me there
and it pains me to have to accept that.
~~~
[you have found your heaven, made your peace, but it is not with me]
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Heartbreak Hotel
RomanceAn ode to my love for you, as a form of validation of everything between us, no matter how brief a time our paths have crossed. ~Till we meet again, my love. {Nothing here is pretty, nothing here is structured. Some are pieces of poetry, others del...
