33 | I can't breathe & I fucking love it

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a potted plant

a jar of scented wax

a flame not far off

steadily dancing

the danse macabré

hardened hearts

closer, closer

the heat is stronger now

closer, closer

suddenly I can feel again

numb and hardened,

yet I can feel this Ah!

searing heat shoots through my being -

melting, dripping, overflowing.

sandalwood fills the air

I can't breathe,

and I fucking love it.

all too soon, darkness looms over my head

I am praying

if there was ever such a thing as a soul,

that it is simply a passing cloud.

not quite.

now it is the black that is getting closer and closer

until it engulfs me whole

I see the light flickering,

choking,

drawing in its final breath,

till I lose it forever.

[blind passion is a cruel guest]

-To put out a candle, all you have to do is put the lid back on.

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