20 | in the distance

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30 June

I dreamed you still loved me.

3 July 

1)

how sickening is it,

to claw your way to recovery

only to be pushed back in to drown again

(baby you have to swim)

I can't hear a thing

2)

I never thought I'd be able to love again until I met you

and all the warning signs flew out the goddamn door 

in the distance

there were sirens wailing,

screaming,

but they were only in the distance

and all I could hear 

was your voice promising lies of forever

which were never going to come to pass

3)

do you deserve this; 

to shoulder his pain and your pain

and every ounce of guilt 

that is wracking your body with disgust?

do you deserve this;

the unending torment you have put yourself through

since the very first time you said I love you?

(I think I do)


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