36 | numb heart, collapsing lungs

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I feel so much, yet so little

All and nothing

At once

I am surrounded by people

Yet I am the loneliest I have ever been

No one to comprehend,

who can even begin to fathom

How my thoughts are formulated

Churned out through my actions

My terrible, terrible, choices

Do I not deserve better?

Is this all that I deserve to be offered?

Is this all the world has to offer me?

Brief periods of contentment

Followed by endless darkness

I would rather choke,

drown,

bleed dry,

Than to have to feel this immense nothingness

Expanding in my chest.

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