37 | brief moments of weakness (& strength)

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I miss the way you ---

I try to think of the little things I fell in love with

Maybe it was your laugh,

Maybe it was your words-

No that's not it

Maybe it was the words which you strung together so convincingly,

Like honey dripping off your tongue

Not really

Maybe it was your candor

Admittedly, honesty was never your strongest suit

I can't quite put my finger on it

My thoughts ram into a wall

Realizations hit-

It was never you

It was me

The company you provided me

The consolation

Nothing more

You were nothing more than a temporary safety blanket

Before you let me go,

let me free fall into the eternal abyss of my mind.

(And I will never forgive you for it)

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