8 June, 10:56 p.m.
I feel like I'm coming down from my high, and I'm not sure I am in favor of how the world looks without a veil.
We all, in one way or another, crave company, and we often seek it in terrible places.
[I knew what I was getting myself into. I knew, even then, that I was building a home in you, you who was not even standing on solid ground.]
If you think this, is happiness, think again love. This feeling is nothing more than temporary bliss (and you know it).
& your heart leaps right out of your chest.
While the line was blurred before, it is crystal clear now, and you've well and truly crossed it.
[I began to realize by then, that I was committing a grave mistake, a great betrayal to someone I had never even met, but someone with a heart just the same.]
This is not how things were meant to play out.
[I could have tried harder to stay away, but I did not. I could not. I was in far too deep by then.]
oh no! *feelings blossom*
There are things that you already know are untruths before you even attempt to use them on yourself.
9 June
You feel this inexplicable sense of despair settle in, and you welcome it with open arms. After all, it is the chaos you crave.
What the fuck can one make out of happiness?
What you are doing is wrong, and it becoming more and more apparent.
(how do I stop?)
~~~
Love,
you forced my eyes shut,
you blinded me,
you caused me to question my values,
you made me unkind,
you crippled me,
into something I was not.
Why did you do it Love?
Why did you drive me to the brink of insanity?
Why did you reside in my rib-cage,
only to stab me in the back?
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Heartbreak Hotel
RomanceAn ode to my love for you, as a form of validation of everything between us, no matter how brief a time our paths have crossed. ~Till we meet again, my love. {Nothing here is pretty, nothing here is structured. Some are pieces of poetry, others del...
