repetitive- cth

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He's the absolute devil. I hate him. I never ever should have gotten caught up with him. I'm not even supposed to converse with anyone out of my own class range. Which is nerds in art class. College is the worst place and the worst time to like anyone. Especially when that someone is Calum Hood. He runs the frat houses. He is the caption of the football and hockey team. He is very charming to the eye of course. He is an absolute fucking pain in the ass when you get to know him. He's stuck up and only cares about himself.

The bell rings and I lazily grab my stuff and just walk out. I'm in the worst mood I've ever been in and I could cry. Here is why I am so upset with Calum. He obviously gets a lot of women's attention being so ruggedly handsome and buff. I stupidly let this tall fuck, fuck me a few handful of times. Mostly because I was stressed and he does this puppy dog eye thing. No, we aren't supposed to be having sex he's supposed to stay in his own class range himself. So, when he stumbled on to my path I was just as lost as anyone else would be if they knew. I seen him kissing his ex girlfriend giving her a sloppy, gross and, ridiculous kiss. She's a cheerleader of course and everything I'm not. I shouldn't be upset I knew what I was doing to myself. I just wanted to go home and cry is all. That's what I do in these situations I put myself in. I cry and then let them back in till I've had enough.

I walked up to my steps and didn't realize the brown boy standing there till I looked up. He is so dreamy. Even in just a white muscle tee and black joggers with socks and slides. With a hat on backwards. He was just stunning. He shot me a smile. Without thinking I immediately threw him an attitude "What are doing here?" I stopped in my tracks. Knowing that if it was up to me I'd never look this way in front of him. Hair pulled up into a tight bun. With a baggy sweatshirt and biker shorts and sneakers. He looked a bit taken back by my response "I came to say hi and come in and stuff" I raised my eyebrows and rolled my eyes walking to my door. I was so angry he thought because he was top notch and hot, he could us me. I turned on my heels and was face to face with him.
"You know what? No, no you aren't coming in. You just wanna fuck me. It's sad you come to me everytime and not one of those cheerleaders or maybe your ex?" He stepped back a bit "Maybe they don't know what I like" and I scoffed immediately "Everyone knows what you like. You like yourself way to much. You like any girl that is willing to let herself be used by you. You like to fuck and leave that's what Calum Hood likes" he cocked his head to the side "What do you want me to say to you huh? That I agree? Because yeah I do. I am into myself because no one else is, all of you people are fake. You like the sex just as much as I do so I don't see your point and if I wanted to fuck them id be there and not here but I keep coming here don't I?" I rolled my eyes "You are so full of shit you know? Maybe if you didn't think with your dick you'd see that some people genuinely care about you, you fuck. Maybe just maybe if you didn't care about your absolute crack shit reputation you'd fucking see that you like me" I kind of just said out my thoughts and I'll probably regret them later. He scoffed "Yeah I do quite fancy you, you aren't like anyone I've ever met but right now in all honesty I just want you to stop talking and do that swirl thing with your tongue on my cock so I can think of this while I come down from my high" I looked at him for a minute or two deciding if this was a bad idea. I thought fuck why not but the other side of me was ready to argue. I sighed
"In all honesty Calum if you were mine and not everyone's you'd get that and so much more of me and you'd realize all of the things you said aren't true and that I like you for you, the really funny guy who tickles me till I'm begging you to let go and the guy who knocks at my door at weird times of the night just to kiss me before a party" I looked at him and he looked guilty and kind of realizing what he did to me.
"I didn't mean to drag you into my bullshit.... I know I'm a horny frat boy and I'm popular if I'm not out fucking around everyone is questioning me. I found you and things were a little less hectic and little more normal. You aren't even supposed to associate with me let alone fuck me but you did and I guess it's both of our faults that we feel this way" He looked at me and there was the puppy eyes that made me let him have it in the first place.
"Yeah...so you wanna come in and I can do that swirl thing you like with my tongue?" He rolled his eyes and opened my door letting himself in. He plopped on my couch
"You fought with me just to let me in?"
I took off my bag
"You'd stand out there like a lost puppy if I didn't"

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