my eyes tried to stay down but i couldn't help but peak at the man across from me in the booth through my eyelashes.
stop!
my heart was tugging at the seams into his direction and my head was pounding like all of the bad thoughts couldn't escape.
boom... boom...
was all i could hear. my heart was aching as i remained calm. i lifted my eyes finally and his brown eyes met mine as soon as the action was done.
fuck.
I tried and oh man when i say i tried, i did. so why am i smiling?
"Your favorite color was blue"
His voice was like smelling a smell you couldn't quite put your finger on where it was from but it was special. My heart missed that voice. Those eyes.
"Calum-"
My barrier is falling, its crumbling to the ground. All this time apart I spent mentally cementing the bricks and stacking my barrier. Guess the cement didn't have to dry.
"I made you blue"
I chuckled and even though I looked away my eyes tore back to him. I swore not even the Heavens above could make me forgive him in my dramatic outrage but here he was, prepared as ever to prove it all bullshit.
"So, I made myself blue too"
His tattooed hand came up from the napkin he was nervously twiddling with and took off his black beanie. Revealing that his once blonde shaved hair was now blue. My very favorite shade of blue.
I dropped my head and sighed to myself because here it goes. This is it. My heart didn't make decisions with me, it made decisions for who it belonged to and even though it's in me, he owns it.
"I would swim to through the oceans for you"
I repeated my own words while staring him in his brown eyes and he cracked that beautiful cheesy smile. My heart was back in the place it was supposed to be all because he came into the right restaurant at the right time. he's always the right choice.
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giant book of 5sos imagines
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