giant book of 5sos imagines

eighteen - cth (5)

this is kind of a story I wrote for myself I don't know but I like it a whole lot so I hope you do as well.
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Calums POV

My best friend just turned 18 and honestly shouldn't be drinking but I couldn't say no to her. The way she practically begged me the moment it turned 12:00am. I dragged her to Japan with me away from all of our friends because there was this beautiful hilltop I'd been wanting to her to see. Ashton and Michelle introduced her to me last year when they first got together officially. We drank Hennessy mixed with Coca-Cola till 4:00am when we ran out of liquor. We sat on my back porch on the couch, she was in my lap with her legs over the side of me and arm around my neck. I was in nothing but shorts and pink 5sos socks but she had nothing but this one piece body suit on that showed a little too much and a silk robe. Her acrylic fingernails ran through my curls as she smiled at my stupid joke. My pack of cigarettes were empty and I knew she hated me smoking but she dealt with it all night. Silence creeped over us and she stared at my lips and I scolded her. Her head tilted at me and she whispered "Do you love me?" I smiled widely "Of course, I do you already know this" she shook her head, no. I raised my eyebrows at her as her brown eyes got serious with mine and she tucked a loss curl behind her ear. "I mean love me, Calum, like I love you" As she said my name her fingertips ran across my jaw. "If I say yes will you be happy?" She nodded but spoke again "If you mean it, I'll know" She bit down on her piercing and her eyes darkened. I knew we were too drunk to be making rational decisions and I was supposed to be the responsible one. Her hand lightly grabbed the back of my neck pulling me to her lips. The voice in my head said to stop but my hands didn't listen when the free hand I had went to the back of her neck. Making her soft, lightly glossed lips deepen the kiss. Her position on my lap changed and she sat with her knees on each side of me with her hands roaming my chest. I pulled away using my hands to push the robe off her shoulders and all of sudden the girl I used to laugh at for throwing gummy bears in the air and missing her mouth, looked so different, felt so different. She melted into each touch I laid on her, she begged for my mouth on her neck and my hands where they shouldn't be. She pulled my hair and she whimpered my name and it sounded foreign and not like the million other times my name rolled from her tongue. I pressed my lips to her collarbone and she tasted so good. I knew that it was dangerous doing this, drunk decisions and ruining a great friendship for one night just to touch her the way I wanted too. My actions weren't following my thoughts because every time I regretted it, she'd moan and I knew I wasn't stopping. She begged me to just move her bodysuit to the side to give her what she wanted. I listened to everything she told me, I felt like she had me hypnotized. Maybe, I've always wanted her this way and maybe I've pushed down these feelings for to long and maybe just maybe she does too and maybe our thoughts weren't just the alcohol in our system. After so long of adjustment, she finally slowly slide down me. So wet and so tight but nothing beat the way she gently threw her head back, moaning and screwing her eyes together. I let her do what she wanted with me as I held her hips and leaned back on the couch. It never occurred to me that we were still outside but luckily no one was near us. Even though no one was near, I hope they hear her, the way she screams for me and how she begs for more even when she knows she's in control. I've been trying so hard not to moan, just so I could appreciate hers. I bit down on my lip only letting out muffled moans and grunts. She grabbed my face as she rocks her hips into mine. She kissed me and the moans poured out into our kiss I tried to stop them but they wouldn't. Our moans mixed together and sounded like Heaven. She clenched around me and I felt myself cumming right as she did. I bucked my hips desperately and she looked right into my eyes when she came. It took me over the edge and I shook along with her orgasm. She pushed back on my shoulders sitting up, she smiled lightly at me catching her breath. "That was a really stupid thing for you to do, ya know?" She smiled and rolled her eyes lifting from me standing up and adjusting herself. "Just as stupid as you are to bringing me here alone, getting me drunk, letting me in your lap, and then proceeding to fuck me?" I stood up pulling my pants up and fixing my hair "You kissed me first!" She rolled her eyes, slowly turning from me "You did!"