Jachary

Chapter 24

Zach's pov
Me: Syd.......It wasn't a girl.........
Syd: OH MY GOD ZACH! THEN WHO?
Me: Your brother..........
*She looked at me with complete shock, but I explained everything .*
*How I felt about Jack, how we both got drunk because of that beer pong game to how we.....had sex......*
*I even showed her my cuts......*
*If youre also wondering about the time, the show is over. Syd told me to ride with her since she came by herself in her own care while the others are in the van and another car *
*She talked to me and gave me a lecture about my cuts. Told me how I should've talked to her or maybe Harry about my problems*
*Now she's talking about what she believes of Jack and I's relationship*
Syd: Ok so as much as I do want to be mad at the fact that Jack basically cheated on Gabbie with you, I also have to about this.
*She took one of her hands off the wheel and made a gesture that referred to me and Jack*
Syd: Ok so Jack, he's straight. And I could say that without a doubt cause I know instantly if someone is gay or not. It's how I basically knew about you. However, I can also sense a change in my brother. I remember him growing up and I could feel that there was something different about him you know? Sometimes you aren't sure about something till something else happens. So because of this I'm more sure about that difference I felt in him growing up. Basically, I think he could be gay too
*I looked at her with a look of doubt on my face*
Syd: Or bi🤷🏻‍♀️
Me: You're  joking right?
Syd: I swear Im not. Jack's my brother, my blood. And rn Im about 99% sure that he could be gay or bi
Me: And what about that 1%? He could be straight
Syd: But think about it. He got drunk but he slept with you. Any other straight guy would have slept with a girl, no matter how fucked yo they are.
He could have slept with a girl, but he slept with you Zach. Maybe being drunk got him to do something he's been wanting to do🤷🏻‍♀️.........
*I sat there wondering about what Sydnie had just said*
*Cause she's not wrong. Any other straight guy would have slept with a girl and not a guy. Because no matter how fucked up you get you're still gonna know if you're gay or straight*
*I remember that I went to parties with Harry and he'd get fucked up every-time. EVERY time. Just like me that day*
*And about 6/10 times we went to parties he'd sleep with someone, but it was always a guy....*
*He never slept with a girl, never. Even before he admitted to himself he was gay, cause he knew he wasn't attracted to them in that way.......*
Syd: Hey
*I turned my head and when I did she held my hand still looking at the road*
Syd: Even if he's not you shouldn't worry, you can find someone else. And even though that sounds really stupid cause you'd always hear "You'll find someone better", believe me, it's true. You're always gonna be able to find someone better, someone else who cares for you
*I looked at our intertwined hands and sighed*
Me: I love you Syd
*She smiled and gave a small laugh*
Syd: I love you too Zach
Meanwhile
Jack's POV
*So Zach is driving home with Syd while the rest of us are here in the van. I'm at the end again, Corbyn in the middle, and Daniel on the other end*
*Now, to the real thing that's on my mind*
*Zach.....*
*He's gay......  *
*How didn't Ik!?*
*How did I never notice this!?*
*Is that why he'd cut himslelf?*
*What if I'm gay.....*
*That day.........Jonah's party.....*
*Why had I slept with him?*
*Even if I had to sleep with someone, why was it Zach? Why wasn't it a girl?*
*What was going on in my head?......*
*Why'd I sleep with him?*
*Did I like him?*
*Did he like me?*
*What was going through my head that day? Why did I do what I did?*
*Why did he let me?*
*Zach......*
*I even remember some of the things we said. Some of the things we did.....*
*I remember what he said to me, and I remember I said it back*
*Does he remember?*

"Jack?"
"Yeah?"
"Never leave me, never hurt me"
"I promise I won't"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
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