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chapter 28- I'm dumb

A few months passed and I was proud of myself! I was doing better without Ivan and didn't even bother with whoever the hell he was dating.

Since my birthday, everything came back to normal.

One of my friends added me on a group chat and I knew only her. Then I started chatting and we got to know each other. There was that one guy who sent me a message privately.

Unknown number: hi

Ilona: whatever, who are you?

Yeah, I kind of developed an arrogant attitude within those months.

Unknown number: I'm Ed. From the group chat.

Ilona: Oh I see...

I saved his number and looked at his profile picture. He wasn't that cute but still girls could date him.

Ed: so, can I get an introduction from you?

Ilona: I already did that on the group so...

Ed: yeah okay...

And then we began chatting everyday.

It felt like whenever I didn't talk to him, I felt really empty though.

*one morning*

It was one of my little cousin's birthday party. Actually, one of my aunt and uncle did not have a child, so they adopted her.

Kiara, yeah that was her name. She was such a little sweetheart.

I didn't check my phone during the party as I was busy.

Even though I'm 13, I was still enjoying myself with the kids under 7 years old.

I painted their face with facepaint with the help of some designs on the Internet. I had a great time.

Back home, I instantly checked my phone and Ed's text appeared. I smiled and responded. We texted till late at night.

In the morning, it was the same; texting.

He said something that made my heart make a flip!

Ed: I wanna see you sexy!

Like what? Look, I'm really bad at sexting.

Ilona: you mean, nudes?

Of course it's nudes, you dumbass!

Ed: yes, babe.

I didn't know why I didn't reject this. I went to the bathroom and sent him a picture of my private part.

I asked him to send his but he refused. I didn't protest.

I felt really dumb.

He asked me for nudes for a few days. And then he said...

Ed: I love you so much

Ilona: what?

Ed: I love you baby...
Ed: ugh...

Ilona: wtf?

Ed: I really do.

Ilona: look, I don't want any relationship. I don't love you.

Ed: God, all these days, I've treated you like my gf.

Ilona: stupid, how would I know? You didn't tell anything and you just treat me like your gf? Are you dumb or something?

Ed: ugh... no?

I actually realised I was the dumbest person in the world. I sent him nudes without knowing him well or without having feelings for him. I trusted him blindly.

God, why am I so stupid?

I decided to do something even more dumb.

Because I was thinking, now that he had my nudes, he could threaten me!

I decided to date him. Maybe later I would start to get feelings for him.

Ilona: okay, I love you too.

Ed: yeah

Ilona: look am sorry, okay? I didn't know...

Ed: it's okay. I love you.

Ilona: i love you too.

Duh, I hate myself!

*1 month later*

I got the opportunity to meet Ed. Yeah, I started loving him. He was quite mean though. He mis-treated me quite a lot but still I kept quiet. I just did not want to answer back.

He texted me

Ed: I'll be there in a few minutes.

Ilona: sure.

When he got off the bus, I was just shocked.

He was shorter than me! I held back my laughter and he kissed me. I felt really awkward.

I wanted to run away but I did have a good time!

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Omg, the last part was kind of hilarious! Well, for me. xoxo

What is Ilona doing with her life?
She is a good girl but loves inviting troubles, as always.