Every now and then you want to be seen and it will cost you more than you know. Never forget who you are or where you come from because your past can haunt you. But most importantly It will make you stronger so keep your head up. Chazaeyah is fina...
The date really was magical at the very end. Max took me to see a jazz band after we ate for some relaxation. It was truly beautiful. They went into playing songs from the 80s and early 2000s for the younger audience too. When they played Here and Now by Luther Vandross you could hear the real song in the back ground.
"May I have this dance?" Max asked me smiling.
I was nervous. It was my first real date and I never slow danced with a man except maybe my brother. I reluctantly gave in from his smile and said yes. I laid my head on his shoulder while we danced. Something about the way his heart beat sounded and touch made me calm.
"You know I used to wish to know you more when I first met you. You gave me a fake name too because you didn't trust me." Max said laughing and I laughed along because it was true.
I had a fake name for any and everyone I didn't know. It was my way of being safe.
"I'm sorry I'm not good with strangers. But you've seemed to change that." I said looking Max in his eyes.
"I was going to. You have no idea how long I've waited for this day. You're a beautiful young woman and your a strong leader. I refused to give up on you." He said giving my butterflies inside from the way he looked at me.
He meant his words and he wanted me to know that. My, My, My by Johnny Gill started to play as we continued to dance. I chuckled at the song choice placing my head down. He picked my head up to look at him. I couldn't read his eyes. I just felt trapped gazing into them.
"Boy if you keep staring at me like that you may fall in love." I laughed jokingly.
He smirked "I get what Johnny means you make me say My, My, My every time I look into your eyes. That smile is just as contagious too. The things I could do to you in only a couple seconds. You would never forget." Max said kissing my cheek right after.
If I was lighter in skin tone I'd be red right now. I had the craziest butterflies I've ever had. I wasn't sure how to react. He looked at me and smiled holding me tighter. I just melted inside. I wouldn't lie and say I wasn't feeling him but I was also fighting it because I was scared to love. I gave a lot too fast to my ex and to Trigga. So if this was something to go far I was going to take it slow.
I guess my wondering mind was noticed because Max pulled back to look at me again. He took my chin to make me look at him in his eyes. His eyes looked through mine with concern. It made me feel more at ease knowing he could tell something was off. It was attractive.
We just stared in each other's eyes as he leaned his face closer to mine. I leaned forward and his bottom lip just slightly brushed my top lip until he went to me ear to tell me the music had stopped.
He had a car called to take us back toward our building right after. It was a disappointment that nothing happened but I calmed myself. The ride back was quiet and all you heard was the drivers radio. Once again My, My, My played and I heard Max sing along to it. His voice was angelic. On key and a beautiful deep baritone.
I melted listening to him sing but by the half of the song we were at the building. Helping me out the car. Max walked me to the door.
"I have to make another stop but I enjoyed our night together. You were an amazing date." Max said grinning.
"It truly was a good night. Thank you for such a wonderful experience. Be safe." I said hugging Max warmly.
Upon letting go of the hug we looked at each other for a brief moment. His lips crashed into mine.
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It was slow and sweet. I didn't want to break it. Seeing as though that wasn't an option I broke the kiss saying goodnight again. Simply pecking his lips.
I walked inside my house weak in the knees for fighting my own feelings. I didn't know what to do with myself. My mother wasn't home either. Standing in the living I decided to finally get my myself ready for bed. That was until I heard my bell. Running over to the door I see it's Max so I walk out to see what was wrong.
"What happened?" I asked.
"Your mom isn't home is she?" He asked looking anxious.
"Noooo... she isn't." Confused at his question.
"Fuck it." Were the last words he said before crashing his lips onto mine again. Send me away completely.
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I hadn't been kissed so intense i let out an instant moan from the feeling.
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