Adam Driver & Characters | ONESHOTS

Virginity

Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader

Word Count: 2,870

Warnings: Smut, virginity

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You and Kylo are laying comfortably in his big, warm bed, as you do most nights. You're clad in only his large, long-sleeved black shirt and some of his socks that you swiped from his drawer because while getting ready for bed, your feet felt like icicles. He's shirtless with some comfy sweatpants that hang low on his hips, exposing the lines that lead your eyes down toward his...

"Kylo," you begin, pulling him out of the book he's reading, and you're immediately feeling butterflies fluttering around when he gives you a gentle smile, "kiss me." He cocks an eyebrow at you, surprised at how forward your statement is, considering how timid you are about gestures of affection.

He sets his book down on the bedside table and turns to you, his hand reaching up and resting on the side of your face before bringing his lips to yours. You hesitate for a moment before moving your lips against his. You think you're sure. You just need that little push, and it has to come from him.

You decide to get closer to him, wrapping your arms loosely around his neck and threading your fingers in his soft, silky hair as you deepen the kiss. For a split second, it seems you've caught him off guard with your eagerness, and once he processes the cues you're shooting at him, he revels in it.

He pulls you closer and you reflexively move your leg over his hips to straddle them. His hands rest gently across your hand, nearly covering the whole surface of it with his hands that seem so much bigger when he does so. He rubs your back softly, and as you grow increasingly determined to communicate your intentions, you become more frustrated.

You aren't upset with him for not seeing what you're trying to show him, though. You two do this little dance frequently; a little pre-bedtime steam session that ends with you rolling off of him, still fully clothed, and him completely out of breath. He never, ever, made you feel guilty for stopping there, and never pressured you to continue if you didn't want to, and up until that point, you just weren't ready to, yet. But now, you feel confident, and more sexy than usual, and he just looks so irresistible. You're so comfortable with him, and you trust him more than anyone, and you feel now that you're as ready as you'll ever be to be intimate with the man that you now love.

So you've decided it's time, if he's comfortable with it, of course.

You're testing out the waters, trying out a few more "techniques" than usual, and he seems to be responding pretty damn enthusiastically. You try to lightly grind down on him, which causes a light, involuntary groan against your lips. You think it's the hottest thing you've ever heard, and it only emboldens you to venture further. You grind down again, a little further, and this time, you gently tug at his hair, which makes him make that pretty sound again. His hands drift down to your ass, and he gives a light little squeeze, making you moan against his lips in return.

He pulls away ever-so-slightly, and you hear him panting a little, smiling to yourself because you made that happen. "Sweetheart, I don't want to ruin the fun, but if we're gonna stop here, now would be the time." You smile a little, excited and a little scared to respond.

"I don't want to.. stop." He pulls away so he can see your eyes, a look of shock on his face. He scans your face for any sign that he misheard you, and brings his hands up to your lower back, grasping you a little firmer.

"You don't?" You bite your lip and shake your head lightly, looking into his eyes, which still seem apprehensive. "Are you sure?" You nod, and he smiles a little before his expression goes serious again. "I need to hear you say yes, darling."