Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader
Word Count: 1,005
Warnings: suggestive...?
Request: Hi helloo K, can I request a kylo fluff? About shy rc is quietly ask for a kiss but kylo goes full blown make out on them <<so sorry my thrist for kylo ren is insatiable>>
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Your fingers are apprehensive as you reach out and tap Kylo on the shoulder. He's been so busy all day, and he was gone from your bed by the time you woke up, so you haven't gotten a chance to say even a small 'hello'.
The truth is, your thoughts of him have taken over your entire mind since you rolled over, your gentle hand reaching for his warmth, and only finding cold sheets in his place earlier this morning. He's been very busy all week, what with planning something or other, and you are, for lack of a better phrase, attention starved.
You don't want to be needy or get in his way, but you need to feel him in one way or another, and the whole week has gotten in the way of that, leaving you cold and miserable, and alone in your shared quarters with nothing to do.
Usually, he'll come in once or twice throughout the day to share a meal with you or just check that you're alright. His anxiety can get really high during preparation for a large mission, and he just needs to be reassured that you're there and safe, even though there's no legitimate threat. However, that hasn't happened at all in over a week, and you miss him. You miss feeling close to him, you miss feeling worried about, and you miss.. the other things.
Which brings you to today, and this moment, where you're standing behind your very busy and very stressed Kylo, who is currently listening attentively to Hux, though you can tell through his uneven breath that he is thoroughly annoyed by him. You don't let that discourage you though, because you know he'll understand that you need a moment of his time, and that you just need some affection to break the torturous loneliness that has been bothering you for hours.
Your delicate finger taps his shoulder, clad in heavy black fabric, layered very generously to protect him from the perpetual cold of the base. You gain no response, and you realize that there's no way he felt your gentle touch through so much clothing. Just one more reason to hate the amount of clothing he wears, you know, along with others..
You take in a deep breath and rest your hand on his shoulder, and luckily he does realize you're there. He turns to you, his helmet shielding his face from your view, and when he faces you, finally, all you have to do is stare at your own reflection in the tinted glass in the eyes of the mask.
"Could I have you, for a minute?" you say quietly, fidgeting with your fingers behind your back. He simply nods ever-so-lightly and begins walking down the hallway and into a nearly empty room. Once you're alone, he takes off the mask and sets it on the table in the center of the room before turning to you with his eyebrows raised slightly.
"What did you need?" He asks. Your eyes dart to the floor, then back to his. You take your bottom lip between your teeth for a moment as you allow yourself a split-second to admire him. Seeing his face, in the flesh, was like a breath of fresh air.
"Um," you take a small step closer and look up to meet his eyes, the height difference making the task a little more difficult. "I was wondering if I could have a kiss?" His back straightens slightly and you squirm a bit. Oh no, this was a bad time, I should have just left him alone. I'm a selfish idiot.
His gloved hand lifts and positions itself beneath your chin, tilting your head up as he steps back. He leans forward and his lips rest against yours, softly pressing against them as he lays his hands firmly on your hips. Your eyes flutter shut and you revel in it, letting your hands fall to his shoulders before they snake their way around his neck. He moves his lips against yours, applying more pressure as he lifts you gently before wrapping your legs around his waist. You smile against him, and you deepen the kiss a bit once he sits on the edge of the table, with you positioned comfortably in his lap.
You break away momentarily. "I only asked for a kiss..." you whisper. Of course you're not complaining, though you're not trying to interrupt his day.
"I haven't had any time with you for too long," he replies, kissing you softly, over and over again. You're resting on top of hi, so your head is a little higher than his now, and you revel in the image of him stretching upward to meet your lips. "I miss you, and I want to give you something to think about until I come back to you tonight." This causes you to smile against his lips again.
"Tonight?"
"Mmmhm." his lips move to attend to your neck and your chest, making butterflies fly around in your tummy. "The mission is pretty much finished and the troopers are leaving tomorrow, which means I'm all yours again." You giggle and let one of your hands weave into his soft, curly hair.
"I can't wait." His lips return to yours, and this time he's more eager than before. It's like he's breathing you in, like you're the first drop of water he's seen in days, and your fingers unconsciously tugging the roots of his dark, silky hair only makes him more desperate for you. However, his job for the day isn't done, and he has to leave you again.
He gives you one last hearty, passionate kiss, making sure to squeeze your hips firmly before he pulls away. "I've got to get back," he says, though he doesn't seem too enthused. You frown and stroke his hair again.
"I know," you kiss his nose gently and rest your forehead against his. "When will you be back?" At this, he smiles and kisses you gently, one last time.
"Soon, I promise."
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