UGLY ✔

12: Taking Care of Her

Sinn's POV:

I rolled my eyes in irritation as I waited for the god damned woman. She was late.

Who the hell keeps their boyfriend standing  out in the cold at 5 AM in the morning?

The streets seemed as dull as my heart, as dark as my soul. I checked my watch for the umpteenth time as I waited for her. Last night, Ms. Goody two shoes phoned me, saying that she wanted to take me out. I complied, but much to my dissatisfaction, she requested me to pick her up at 5 from her dorm.

Well, here I am, standing in front of her door, for the last 10 minutes. I know it's not long, but knowing that I am doing these just to win a bet makes my stomach crawl.

Thank god she won't be my 'girlfriend' for longer. I only prayed that she is not one of those clingy type. She confesses to me and I'm out. For God's  sake, I haven't had sex for 10 days! That's so fucking frustrating!

Much to my relief, the door opened after a few couple of minutes, revealing an extremely curvy glass wearing girl. I really hoped that she can at least run for a minute.

"Sorry," she whispered timidly, with a sheepish grin on her face. I returned her smile as I led her to my car.

"So, where to?" I asked, "Please don't tell me you want to go to a gym, riding on a car."

She blinked a few times and burst out laughing, "No silly! I want you to take us to the Kaaterskill Clove Lockout. We are going to hiking!"

"That's like 40 kms from here!" I groaned as I thought about the petrol bills.

"Oh come on!" she pouted like a little girl and damn it was adorable, "Please?"

Oh great, now she was giving me the puppy eyes. I fought against their charm, but damn! The looked so pretty, so innocent, captivating me all over again.

"Fine!" I huffed. Her face lit up as she squealed like a little girl. I couldn't help but notice how cute she looked.

The lack of sex was getting into my nerves, though, I thought I could control it. I needed to get laid or else I would end up fucking her.

What the fuck was wrong with me!

I nervously glanced at the excited girl, afraid that I might see something I don't want to. Afraid that I might feel something I don't want to. I didn't want any feelings involved in this game.

But you don't want to hurt her, My subconscious piped up.

My eyes widened in shock upon my discovery. Yes, I wanted to win the game, but I also didn't want to hurt Kiara. Now the question arose, why the hell did I feel this way?

Maybe I needed to get laid? Or have a couple of drinks maybe? I pitied her that's why?

Or maybe you think of her as a friend?  the inner devil inside me added hopefully.

I wanted to let out a humourless chuckle. Friends? That word sounded so foreign to me. Friends and girlfriends were something I didn't do. Just because I enjoyed her company, that didn't mean that I should think of her as a friend. Maybe she didn't get onto my nerves like those bimbos or maybe she was childish, that didn't make her my friend.

I think the perfect term would be moderate acquaintances.

I dared a peek at my side nervously, only to find the girl invading my thoughts sleeping. I sighed in relief. The rest of the ride was silent. When we reached there, kiara was still sleeping. I took my time to admire the face I thought was ugly and beautiful at the same time.