UGLY ✔

19: The Dark Angel Who Completed Me

Kiara's POV:

My mind was scattered as he kissed me.

It started out as a sweet and innocent kiss, only to turn into a heart wrenching, earth shattering, passionate make out session.

One thing was for sure, he knew what he was doing, he knew how to kiss and boy! Was he good at it! Primarily, I followed his lead, our lips danced with each other in perfect sync. He tugged onto my lower lips and traced his sinful tongue on it.

That was when I lost it.

I became bolder as I brought my tongue into the play. I traced the seam of his lips, entwining my tongue with his. Shivers and delicious tingles ran down my spine as I did it. I wanted to moan really bad. My insides clenched as I pressed my thighs together.

My head spined and my mind became clouded with lust and something more. I felt a faint nibble on my lips, it only heightened my frustration. I gripped a handful of his luscious hair as I deepened the kiss.

We were close, so close that we could feel the heat that was radiating off each other. I heard a deep, pained grunt, which sent my already torn up mind into frenzy.

He tasted so good, like a forbidden nectar. I explored his mouth as he did the same to mine. I felt his grip tightening up on my waist, his nail dug into my flesh to the point of burning, but I was too gone to care.

My lungs burned and black dotes appeared in my vision. With another faint bite, he pulled back and rested his forehead on mine. I kept my eyes closed as my breathing quickened. My lips were aching, I'm sure they were red by then.

"Mine," I heard a faint whisper and a contented smile made it's way up on my lips.

A loud feminine screech startled us and I pushed Sinn away from me. Glaring at the direction where the sound came from, I found Stephanie with a dreamy look in her eyes. I crossed my arms in front of me with hopes to intimidate her. She eventually composed herself and gave me a sheepish smile.

"Uh, ahm, sorry- didn't want to interrupt you," she chuckled nervously, "Kiara left me there and I thought she was in some sort of trouble. I came out to check onto her."

"No worries," Sinn mumbled smoothly, "We were going to leave soon anyway. But since you are here, you can take her to the dorm."

He stared a me with admiration and left a peck on my already sensitive lips. I felt a lock of hair being tucked behind my ear as I heard a faint whisper, "See you."

I blushed and nodded my head ever so slightly. My heart was beating fast, too fast to be normal. Before I could admire him further, Stephanie dragged me out of the lobby.

"HOLY SWEET MOTHER OF-"

"Would you stop yelling?" I snapped at her.

"Oh- Somebody didn't get the-"

I huffed ignoring her as she trailed behind me. There was a hopeful gleam in her eyes and I knew what she wanted. I stopped in my tracks and glared at her. "Well?"

"Well what?" I narrowed my eyes at her, I was too pissed.

Well, I think a certain virgin is starving for that-

"The details?! Gimme the details!!!!" She almost screamed as she rushed towards me. I sighed and asked, "You saw what happened. Only a kiss, that's all."

"Was he a good kisser? Does he swirl his tongue? Did he do that lizard-"

"Stephanie," I cut her off abruptly, not wanting to have another piece of her non PG rated mind, "He was a good kisser," I patted her shoulder, "As for the other things, I don't know what you're talking about."

"I call bullshit!" She fumed, " you know what he was doing! You have that schoolgirl in crush look in your eyes. I'm so proud of you!" She stated with excitement as she clasped her hands with mine, "Remember to make me the godmother of your children."

"What!" I screeched, "I don't even love him what are you-"

"Do you?" She had that serious look in her eyes. I swear her mood changes quicker than the weather of Britain.

But did I love Sinn?

I closed my eyes as contemplated her question. My mind wandered back to the time when I met him, everyone was calling me names except for him. He took me in as me. He treated me like a broken flower. He picked me up, nurtured me and turned me into a tree.

"It's okay, Kia," Stephanie broke my trail of thoughts as she tightened her grip on my hands, "Don't overthink it. You can take your time thinking. As for Sinn, I won't tell you what is right or wrong. I can only give you advise. You choose for yourself. Sinn looked so into you, let me tell you girl, he has it and he has it bad. I've never seen a man in love but I guess I have now. Whether to keep him or throw him, that's up to you."

I nodded my head in understandment and gave her a timid smile. She returned it and we proceeded to the dorm.

After we completed our night rituals, I went into my room and Stephanie went into hers. I lied in the bed, thinking. Thinking about Sinn.

He picked me up, nurtured me and turned me into a tree. I was already broken. He never seemed to be bothered by it. I was an ugly package with a package, but he still took my burden. We shared a lot of secrets. We trusted each other with them. He taught me how to grow a thinner skin, how to comply to my ego. He taught me to fight back. Before him, I was just a pathetic nerd who wallowed in self pity. But I know I wasn't that Kiara anymore.

This new Kiara knew how to be a bitch to a bitch. This Kiara could fight back. She didn't thought herself to be helpless anymore. And Sinn was the one who repaired me, turning me into this. Turning me into myself. I smiled again as I thought about him.

He was my salvation. My angel, with a lot of secrets. My dark angel.

He couldn't act could he?

Did I love him though?

My heart fluttered just at the thought. I felt giddy and a shy smile crawled into my lips. I buried my face into the pillow and clutched it tightly.

Stephanie was so right!

I did look like a schoolgirl who has a crush!

My breathing quickened as I peeked out of the pillow. I had the the answers to my questions, but another question popped up into my mind.

Did he love me?

Hello my beautiful readers! I intended to make this chapter bigger but I guess I should just keep the emotional rollercoaster for the coming days. Buckle up! Take it as a silence before storm. Updates are gonna be daily because I cheated a lot :p .

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