Why doesn't anyone love me?

Dean? I'm here Cas

I woke up without Dean next to me, and it was really cold in the house.

I shivered and my wings wrapped around me.

I stepped out onto the cold floor, and walked around to try to find him.

"Dean? Where are you?"

No answer.

"Dean?"

"Hey gorgeous."

I turned around and saw Zachariah with a blade, an angel blade.

"Z-Zachariah... I thought you were gone..." I said trying to back away but he grabbed my arm.

"No, I'm not."

Zachariah grabbed my wing roughly.

He ripped out tons of feathers, making me scream in pain.

"Stop!"

Zachariah then grabbed it tighter.

He snapped the bone, at the base of my wing.

I started bawling and squirming. I tried to kick him and kicked him in the leg.

I crawled away.

"D-Dean... please..." I begged and then saw him.

I looked up at him and he was smiling.

"I had to teach you sometime angel, you're not number one in this house," Dean said with that happy smile.

I continued crying.

"Zachariah, he isn't listening, cut his wing off."

I cried out to Dean.

To the real Dean.

This wasn't my Dean.

I knew that as Zachariah cut my wing off.

I then woke up shivering and shaking. Dean was next to me, confused and worried.

I backed away from him.

My wings covered me, protected me.

"Cas? It was just a dream Cas, you're okay," Dean said softly trying to hold me.

I moved away.

"You cut my wing off Dean, Zachariah did it, you made him. You swore that you never would, you promised."

"It was a dream Cas, I never would do that. I love you," Dean said moving towards me slowly.

"It was so real. I didn't like it Dean. Is he gone? Zachariah? Is he gone forever?" I asked worried, tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Yes Cas, he's gone, he's gone forever. You don't have to worry about him, I promise," Dean said and touched my wing softly.

I reached out to him and held him close. I cried on his chest, and held onto him tightly. My wings wrapped around the both of us protectively. Dean wrapped his arms around me tightly as well, but gently as well. He ran his fingers through my hair.

"It's okay sweetie, it was just a nightmare. I love you, I will never hurt you I promise," Dean said softly and kept playing with my hair soothingly.

I calmed down and looked at him. He wiped my tears away with a gentle smile on his face.

"I will never hurt you Cas, I promise. Okay?" Dean asked and I nodded.

"I'll never hurt you either Dean, I promise," I said softly.

"Good, now I'm going to ask Gabriel if he can make us some breakfast. We can eat it in the living room if you'd like, watch some TV, would you like that?" Dean asked happily.

I smiled at him and nodded.

"I would love too Dean," I said with a happy smile.

"Awesome," Dean said with a smile.

He called Gabriel and Gabriel happily agreed.

Me and Dean held each other.

Dean wanting me to believe him.

As I already believed him.