Why doesn't anyone love me?

Picnic Date and an Apology

Castiel's POV

We fell asleep on the couch. I didn't have any nightmares thankfully.

Dean kept his arms wrapped around me the entire time. I felt grateful for it but I still was curious on the nightmare.

Would Dean ever do that to me?

No, because Dean is a nice gentle man who helped you through lots of things. Why on earth would he rape such an innocent being like you?

I woke up after and groaned slightly. Dean woke up to that and looked at me.

"Good morning angel, did you sleep good?"

I gave him a glare.

"Sorry, I'm sorry," Dean said with a small chuckle.

"Good morning Dean, and no, I didn't sleep good, but the cuddling was nice."

Dean laughed at that.

"What do you want to do today my beautiful sexy man?"

I giggled.

"I kind of want to go flying. Maybe have a little picnic."

"That sounds wonderful," Dean said.

I smiled brightly at him.

We got ready for our picnic date and before he could say anything else as we stepped outside, I started flying.

"Catch me if you can!" I yelled with a laugh.

"No fair! I have legs!" Dean yelled and tried to run with the picnic basket.

As we laughed, he ran, I flew, he found a little spot on the grass that looked peaceful.

I flew for a bit longer, my wings feeling free and safe, relaxed. I saw Dean set up the picnic and smiled down at him, landing safely near him.

"Burgers!" I said excitedly digging into one.

"Don't choke sweetheart," Dean said softly.

"That's what she said."

Both me and Dean starter cackling at that. Me in Dean's arms, as we ate, laughed, and flirted.

God I love this man.

Would I be able to marry him?

The answer?

Fuck yeah.

I'm so sorry everyone. Life has been rough and I don't feel like myself at all. I feel empty and sad. A big lump of fat just walking around earth. So I'm sorry. I hope you all have a nice day.