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2. Letters

The day before

Tomorrow I am leaving to Australia. The day is almost here. For the past two days my parents haven't gotten into an argument, it was somewhat calming, which made me kind of doubt if I should really leave or not. But this 'calmness' never lasts it's happened before. I used to think that times like these meant it all got better but before I knew it there goes the yelling again. Since I was leaving tommorow I decided to spend the day with Mells once school ended. She was sad that I was leaving but understanding at the same time. I hadn't slept at all last night writing my moms letter and Mells as well. There wasn't a moment where I wasn't crying while writing these.

Last night

I was laying down in bed trying to sleep, its 3in the morning and I need sleep but I couldn't stop thinking that I'm leaving exactly tomorrow. I haven't even written the letters for my mom, Mells, dad, and Jane. Ah! that's right the Letters. I rushed out of bed, turned the lamp on and sat at my desk. I took out some pens and paper. Mom's letter was first, where to start.

Dear mom,

I know you may be asking yourself where I'm at or why is my room half empty? I know you must be worried, but I'm fine okay. I ran away, far away, I'm sorry I couldn't handle it there anymore, with all the fights, screams, and problems. I had to leave and I wish I would have asked you to leave with me, but I know you wouldn't have, you love it way too much there. But I do hope someday in the future we get to see each other once again. This was very hard but necessary, I hope one day you find strength to leave dad. Mom, I Love YOU so much and I'm going to miss you lots.

Love,

Emi

I swear I couldn't write that letter without any tears rushing down my face. My mom an I had such an amazing bond that I will always dearly miss. I wiped my tears and went on to the next one, DAD.

Dear Dad,

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW I'VE BEEN MEANING TO SAY THAT FOR YEARS AND NOW THAT I DID IM GOING TO SAY IT AGAIN. FUCK YOU!!!! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!! THANKS FOR MAKING MY MOM'S AND MY LIFE VERY MISERABLE! FUCKING PRICK!!AND JUST INCASE YOU ACTUALLY CARE I AM NO LONGER HERE ANYMORE I AM MANY MANY MANY MILES AWAY FROM YOU! AND JUST SO YOU KNOW I NEVER CONSIDERED YOU A FATHER, I JUST HOPE MOM REALIZES AND LEAVES YOUR SORRY ASS. AND I REALLY HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL. FUCK YOU!!!!!!

LOVE YOUR LOVABLE DAUGHTER,

Noemi

I couldn't help but be so mad while writing my...that man's letter. I calmed myself and moved to the next one, Mells.

Dear Mells,

Omg where do I start. You are my best friend and I'm really glad you are. We got so close in such a short amount of time! Our friendship is nothing compared to any other one. You and Jane are the only ones who actually cared and understand me. Thank you for all the most amazing memories and amazing friendship. I will never forget about you and hope that one day you can visit me in Australia soon? I love ya' dude and I'm going to miss you lots!!! Who will get you into trouble now? I know Jane would never, haha. But please I do ask you one thing, two things actually. One: DON'T AND I MEANT IT DON'T TELL ANYONE WHERE I RAN AWAY TOO I MEAN IT AND I KNOW YOU, OKAY IM BEGGING YOU NOT TO SAY A WORD OF WHERE IM AT, PLEASE.! Two: Please check in on my mom a see how she's doing once in a while, please, I will keep in touch with you just to see how things are going. Which brings me back to one, even though my mom is worried or whatever her reaction is or anything she cannot know my location, or that I'm keeping in touch, I know she's my mother but I know her too well and she mustn't know, nobody should know that I'm keeping in touch ok? please that's all I ask. Anyways, take care and I'll miss you so much dude!

Love,

Emi xD

I practically cried and smiled at the same time I still had to write Jane's letter but sleep was calling me. I checked the time 5am. I still have at least an hour to sleep before I had to get ready for school. I let myself fall in the bed and fell asleep instantly.

The Day before

As I remembered last night, I remembered I hadn't even written Jane's letter. Oh well, I'll write it later. But as I walked with Mell to her house, I couldn't help but think if I should give her the letter now or just hand it to her later in the airport. I finally decided on giving it to her at the airport, once we arrived at her house. We went straight to her room and I dropped my stuff on the floor not caring and she just gave me a glare and I shrugged my shoulders. The silence was killing me because we were never quiet, and just like if she read my thoughts she began to speak.

"So, Emi are you ready to leave later?" I had so many things in my mind that I really didn't know how to answer that.

"Um, well... I guess I am, I mean I'm going to miss you guys and my mom but like I've said before nothing's going to change my mind and I'm going to leave." I know I said that a bit harsh but I really didn't mean for it to come out that way.

"Yeah... so at what time do you want me to be at your house so I can drive you down to the airport?" Since,Mells was a year older she was able to drive with no problem, while I in the other hand had no lisence and no car. So she told me a few weeks ago that she was going to drive me to the airport.

"Well, my flights at 3am so I would say around 1am? Oh, please don't park in front of my house, park at least in the corner. And just text me when your outside." She nodded in agreement. The day went by quick I ended up leaving her house late. I had so much fun one of the best days that I will truly remember.

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So this chapter is somewhat long, and is probably the worst. And I promise the next one will be better. Anyways, what did you think? Omg the letters! I need opinions, do you like it so far? Please Comment and Vote xD Love ya'

- Azela