Okay? Okay... (part 1)

Does the embarrassment ever end?

*FYI there's a little but of a monthly process in this chap. just a warning. enjoy ;)*

I sit up and look out my window. I look at our garden and in the very middle I see a lone clover. My favorite flower. Huge groups would grow along the road in Kenny Lake, but I didnt know they'd be here.

I walk down stairs and go out side. I lean over and dig it out so I get the roots. I dig a hole in a spot next to the small palm tree and place it there so it'll grow more.

It's 3:56 and I start to get real hungry. I call up Chloe and tell her to go to Taco Bell. I skate over there and she's a little late cuz she did too. But whatever.

"Sup." I said. She was wearing a black tank top with a jean skirt and black leggings. She had a black and green flannel around her waist and green Vans.

"So how was Trevor?" She asked. "How'd you know?" "He tweeted it. duh." "Well he didn't tweet that he sang Am I Wrong to me and kiss me on the cheek did he?" I said. She went wide eyed and attempted to high five me. I rejected.

"What? Don't you like Trev?" She asked. "I don't know! Do I? I mean sure but I also have other crushes. And Im not pretty, he's too busy and stuff. He'd never like me back." I blush. "Oh.My.God. YOU LIKE TREVOR!" "Shut up! People that work here know him!" I blushed harder.

"Matt tweeted he was gonna come to the O2L house in a few weeks. I guess they're having a big party." Chloe said. "oh cool. But that's weird. Trevor didnt say anything." I said. "Well duh. It's his birthday next month. September 30th?" she said. "oh. right."

We sat there and talked for hours but I had to go home cuz when I say hours, I mean hours. I left at 8:30pm. I got him and it was 9:08. Bed time.

I get up the next day at 9:30 and open my window. I was sunny out, and my thermometer thing said it was 95°F. I put on a black bikini top and black spandex shorts. I also put on a white beanie and whit Vans.

I get a text and its from Connor. It said, come over and wear a swim suit. -FriskyCitty. what kind of signature is that? I thought. I grabbed my cheap shades and nova and headed down stairs.

"Mom, Im going to Connors!" "Who's Connor?" my mom asked sticking her head out from behind a wall. "A 21 year old friend with younger friends. He has a pool. He won't rape me I promise." I said. "Ok. But you know we have a pool too." "Yeah I know."

I put my shades over my eyes and skated to the O2L house. I opened the door and got mauled by guys with water guns. "So you wanna play dirty pool huh? Two can play at that game!" I said. "Lindsey!" Trevor said. He threw me a gun and we got the guys in the faces. We ran to the back yard and jumped into the pool.

Under water I opened my eyes. I regret that but Trevor waved and I smiled. I swam up and grabbed the side of the pool. The guys jumped in too and made it rain.

I laughed when they resurfaced. But then I felt something weird. I looked down and saw blood. "Fuck." I said. I kinda froze not knowing what to do. I mean c'mon. I just had my period. I hate that time of the month.

"What's wrong Lindz?" Sam asked. "Uhh.." was all I managed. Connor got out and walked over to my side. He went wide eyes and I assumed he saw blood. "Oh uh..Is this your-" He began. "First? no."

It was getting really awkward because no one but me and Connor knew. "Well are you hurt?" Ricky asked. "No. But.." I wanted to say but I was embarrassed. "Spill the beans guys! What the hell happened?" Kian practically shouted. "I uh..I..." And I couldn't finish. Connor can you help me out? Then tell them. When Im gone?" he nodded and helped me to the bathroom.

I looked through drawers and cupboards and finally found a pad. I put it on and then heard knocks on the door. I heard "I didn't mean to offend you." and "Are you ok?" and "We were just worried." "Im fine hold on!" I said.

I walked out and said "Kian, tell Andrea I used a pad." He nodded and I went and sat on the couch. Trevor and JC sat next to me and the other guys went back outside. "You guys don't have to stay in because I do." I said. Trevor got up but JC stayed.

"JC go have fun with the others." "Im not going any where. Its too hit outside anyways." I leaned my head on him and asked "Why do girls not get to have fun?" He looked at me and and started "Well you have your-" "I know why JC! God I don't wanna have that conversation with a 21 year old! Blah."

We got up and headed to the back. I walked ahead of JC. I was gonna pass Sam with his ice cream, but he tripped and his ice cream hit my stomach. "Shit." he said.