Stormy Nights

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I'm confused.

Sometimes I get a feeling at the bottom of my stomach. Like an endless pit.

Usually I can tell why it's there. Somedays it's from embarrassment, nervousness, fear, love, or anger.

But lately when the feeling appears, I don't know why it shows up. I want to feel like I'm in control. For the most part, I am. I know how I'm feeling.

What about the times when I don't?

It's normal to be confused. You're not some robot that malfunctions when you can't do something. You're human. I'm human.

So why does it feel so bad when the fluttery sensation swells up. Then it send shivers throughout my body. My hands start to shake as if I don't know how to move them.

Then it settles. The storm subsides.

I'm still confused.

I still don't know what to do.

Am I overreacting? I'm just another leaf among hundreds of falling trees.

I'll get over it. I'll be okay.

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