Restrain Me #WATTYS2019

-rly real-

Hey guys! Sorry it's been so long since I've updated, a lot of shit has happened personally and I just lost my focus on this project, BUT I'M BACK!

Now this part contains SMUT! So, watch out! Jk I'll have it in bold, anyways enjoy! L

LOVE YA!

July 10 2007

It had been one of the longest days in history, and I hadn't heard one peep from the Wild Boy I was beginning to adore. I stripped out of my work clothes and pulled one of his shirts over my head, changing into fresh pair of panties and flopping on my bed. Since our fight, we hadn't talked much. He hadn't crept through the window, he hadn't even called me. I was starting to worry that he had fallen back into that damn drug habit of his, but I wasn't going to make myself sick over some random white boy from here in Cleveland.

Ring Ring

I shot up off the bed, grabbing my phone off my small desk and answering it quickly.

"Hello?" I waited for the voice that filled my dreams to respond, but rather it was another voice, one I hadn't heard in a few days.

"Hello beautiful." Jackson's voice rang through the other line, making my happiness falter as I flopped back onto my bed with a huff. "What? Not happy to hear from me?" I rolled my eyes at his comment, wanting to tell him to fuck off, so I could wait for my Wild Boy, but rather I answered nicely.

"Of course I am, just been a long day is all." He chuckled softly as I heard rusling on the other end. "What are you doing?" I asked softly as I rolled onto my tummy, looking at the window he always climbed through.

"Oh just sitting at the house with some friends, would you want to come over? I can make you feel better after your long day." I rolled my eyes, looking away from the unlocked window, letting Jackson fill my brain forgetting about the Wild Boy I wanted more than anything.

"And how would you do that darling?" I joked back at him, hearing him chuckle softly. I heard noises coming from the window, but I was sure they were just animals jumping on the roof or something.

"Oh Baby I have my ways." I could hear the wink from here, making me roll my eyes again as the window busted open. My head snapped towards it, seeing the boy I couldn't stop thinking about climbing in, his clothes dripping from the rain.

"Uh sorry Jackson I have to go. I'll call you sometime." I stuttered out as I ended the call, standing from my bed, my brows furrowed as I watched the tall Wild Boy stare at me.

"Jackson huh?" He growled as he pulled off his wet wife beater, showing off the few tattoos he had hidden, my eyes focusing on the damp skin. "Ahem." I snapped myself out of the daze as he crossed the room, the smell of alcohol filling my nose the closer he got.

"He called and I thought it was you." I rambled as I played with my hands. "I hadn't heard a word from you all day and I just-" He cut me off my closing the space between us, holding my face in his hands.

"Amelia." He whispered as he leaded his forehead against mine. I closed my eyes, letting the smell of him fill my nose. "I hate that he talks to you." He whispered softly.

"Colson-" I tried to explain more, but he cut me off again.

"The first night I saw you, I knew you were going to be a huge part of my life, and now here I am, creeping into your window almost every night, dreaming of kissing your beautiful lips, imaining you moaning my name out, craving me, and only me." My mouth fell slightly open as he spoke softly. His hands moved, rubbing up and down my sides. "And seeing you in only my t-shirt-" I chuckled softly as he pulled it up, showing off the light pink panties I wore. "And of course the pink panties." I knew he was drunk, but this, this was real. This was his emotions I had tried to get out of him since the night we met, and finally, here they were.