Truths And Dares

Family. (Pt 1.)

A/N;SWEARING IN THIS CHAPTER. xx

-Ashton's POV-

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I carried her from the car when we got back. I then told her to get changed into dry walm clothes before going to do so myself. I grabbed dry clothes as my trousers were now wet due to me being wet when I put them on again. I started to think. Why did Lucy get on the boat in the first place? Who was there that she trusted enough? My mind was spinning.

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-Lucy's POV-

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I felt like an idiot being carried in by Ash. My body wasn't listening to what my brain told it to all the time. But I got changed just like he told me to.

"This is your fault.

Your mum beated you beacuse you deserved it.

The boy you love will never love you, love is for the good, not the bad.

I shook my head I didn't need negative thoughts right then. I looked at my bedroom door before walking over to it. And slid the bolt home. No one could open my door now. I walked to my bedside table and pulled the bottom draw out. I knew what I wanted to do. But was it right. I shut the draw again before lying face down on my bed. I hated my disitions when I was a kid. Maybe if I had said sooner to someone my mind wouldn't be this fucked up. Righ? There was a knock on my door interupting my trail of thoughts.

"Lucy." it was Niall. I sat up so I could speak

"Go away" I said relising I had been crying as my voice cracked as I spoke.

"No Lu, please come out. We are worried about you." he said.

"Go. Please" I said with tears falling down my face.

"Whatever." He said then walked away. I stood up. Pacing around the room, trying to calm down before leaving my room. An other knock.

"Hey. Lu" Zayn said. "Please come out of there"

"No." I replied I heard the door crash.

"Unlock the door" he said. "I want to know you are okay."

"I don't want to talk to everyone right now." I muttered.

"Lu." He said in a sturn way "You only have to talk to me. Promise."

"Fine" I said unbolting the door. Then opening it. "In" I said before closing it after he entered.

"Are you okay?" He asked sitting on the bed. I noded my head. "I know your not. I can see your tears. What's wrong?" I looked at the floor stood a few steps away from him. He stood up and wiped away my tears with his thumb before gently lifting my chin so I was looking at him.

"I was stupid. I shouldn't have gone by myself. I am a Styles now I am great bribe material." I muttered, "I am fine honest." Zayn shook his head before leaving the room and shutting the door behind him. I perched on the edge of the bed and i felt more tears fall.

"Hey, don't cry" A voice from my door said. I looked. Calum.

"I'm not." I said my voice was not breaking more like broken.