Perfect?

Chapter 15

(Chloe's POV)

As I stood up,I went to the wardrobe to get some clothes. I rummaged in the pile of my pants when something felt to the ground. I picked it up, it was a see through little plastic bag with something green in it,which looked liked dried grass. I wasn't really sure what to think,so I went back to the bedroom and woke Beca up.

"What is that?" I asked and hold the plastic bag in front of her face.

"Uhm,I wanna be honest with you,so I'm telling you: It's weed,I tried some of it yesterday...maybe I was violent cause of that."

"Are you crazy? Why would you ever try that?"

"I just wanted to know how it feels,you can threw it away if you want. If not I'm risking to get addicted to it."

"Oh god,Beca! Don't you ever do that again,ok?"

"Yes,sure,baby!"

"I'm going to flush it down the toilet!"

I went to the bathroom and put a bit of the weed into my hand. I smelt it,and the smell made me feel like it just had erased my whole brain. It was so disgusting,and then I had a headache. How could Beca ever be so dumb to smoke this!? Why did she even smoked? Jesus Christ! I threw it into the toilet, and flushed it down,then I went back to Beca.

"I don't know if I should be angry with you..." I said and looked right into her eyes

"Chlo...I'm sorry, you have no reason to be angry, I will never do that again. I swear!"

"Where did you even got the idea to try weed? It's crazy!"

"It just came into my mind, stop asking!"

"Beca, that angry undertone in your voice,makes you sound implausible..."

"Chloe?! Stop being skeptical at me. You can trust me..."

I sighed.
What was wrong with my usually so sweet and caring Beca...?

"Let's just have breakfast." I said

"Chloe? You trust me, right?"

"Sure,I'm just hungry!"

"I have a feeling that you lie to me..."

Suddenly I felt her lips clashing on mine,out of the shocking I pushed her away.

"Hey!? What's wrong?" she looked at me with puppy dog eyes

"I was just surprised,sorry."

"Oh." Beca said and kissed me again "I want you to believe me,Chloe. I would never lie to you! I think you know how much I love you, I couldn't do that to you..."

"I know, and I don't doubt it! You have to believe me too."

"I believe you! Let's eat." she smiled

We went to the kitchen and I made breakfast while Beca was just relaxing at the couch. Not that I wanted to complain but I thought she could do something too.

"BECA!?" I shouted

"Yes?" she shouted back

"Can you come to the kitchen,please?"

"Sure,wait a minute!"
"What do you want?" she said as she arrived

"Don't you wanna help me? You can set the table."

"Is that really necessary? I do not feel like setting the table..."

"Beca! You can't let me do everything alone."

"Ok."

Then, she suddenly got a call.

"Oh sorry, I have to take that!"

After she said that,she went to the hallway and I heard her talking. I was kinda pissed at her but it's not her fault if she gets called so I didn't actually got a point. I just realized that after all I had to do all the work alone again.

**

As I finished setting the table and making breakfast, Beca finally came back.

"Who was calling?" I asked

"It was Aubrey, they want to organize a meeting of all 'ex'-Bellas. I told her that I'm going to tell you,so she won't call you too. Do they even know about us, about everything that happened? I don't think so... Why haven't we just told them?"

"Uhm....I don't know but I think we have no choice but to tell them now..."

"But it's no problem to tell them, right?"

"I guess...I don't know, can't we still keep this a secret?"

I was suddenly so nervous and afraid of their reactions.

"Why shouldn't we tell them? They're our best friends?!"

"But,you know...we both didn't came out the closet yet and I'm not ready for it yet..."

"Chloe,we can't hide that we're a couple! We should just show them, it's a great way to evade saying directly that we are kinda bi when we just act like a couple and maybe kiss and they would just ask,you know?"

"Hmm...I'll think about it,ok?"

"Yes,and she calls back to tell the exact date."

"Sounds good. Do you wanna eat? finally?"

"Sure,I'm even more starving now!"

Breakfast was very silent and chill,we cleared the table together and sat down at the couch.
Suddenly, Beca climbed on top of me.

"What are you up to?" I asked

"I just wanted to tell you-" , she broke her sentence to give me a hickey on my neck, "that I love you and -",she stopped talking again and gave me a kiss," I really don't want to leave you here but I still got some work to do and the early bird catches the worm so I won't wait until evening to do that."

"It's totally fine! Not that I wanna be aloneness I know normal people have a job and so do you so you have to work, it's normal."

"Great,then I gotta go!" she said and went to her study