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Chapter 4

(Beca's POV)
I was so angry this morning when I saw that Chloe left.Again.Without saying anything.
I could kill her,she is so complicated.
She didn't even left a note like the last time.
I took my mobile and started my Spotify playlist and Changes by XXXTentacion was on. I closed my eyes and quietly sang along.

Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand it
Girl, you're making it hard for me
Girl, you're making it hard for me
Girl, you're making it hard for me, uh
Girl, you're making it hard for me
Girl, you're making it hard for me
Girl, you're making it hard for me
Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it...

The song says exactly what I'm thinking.
Tears started running down my cheeks.
I really don't know why she's like this.
I don't understand her changing....

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Later that day my doorbell rang and surprise surprise: It was Chloe.
Without thinking I slapped her in the face
"You fucking asshole!Stop playing with my feelings like this!" I screamed and pushed her out of my apartment.I slammed the door and turned around.I slide down to the floor and started crying into my hands.

Chloe knocked at the door again.
"Open the door please. I can explain!" she said
"No!" I screamed "I don't wanna see you! You should think before doing something! Just leave me alone!"
"But Beca...." her voice broke and I knew she was crying but so was I and she deserved that behavior I was showing right now.
"JUST LEAVE OR I WILL PUNCH YOU AGAIN!!!" I warned her
"Woah...Chill! I'm already gone " she said and with that she left

I'm feeling so bad for doing that but I think she needed that.She wouldn't have understand how serious I see this if I hadn't done that...
I cuddled myself into my bed and listened to my Spotify playlist.As the first notes from the next song sounded I immediately started crying

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

I cried my eyes out.I haven't cried so much in years and my eyes started hurting very bad but I couldn't stop crying.Then I got a message and who had expected it? It was from Chloe

Hey Becs!
I'm sorry that I did that to you but I had no choice! I'm in a bed situation rn and I guess I have to make things work again before I can hang out with you again. I'm sorry but I'm very shocked that you slapped me too! I hope that will never happen again Miss Mitchell! So,I'll see you in time ;)
Bye!

I quickly replied her:

What does that mean you are in a bad situation? Can you please explain? And why can't you hang out with me? Oh my God what's going on here?

The answer came quick and it was short:

Don't worry about me! I'll be fine :)

What the f*ck is going on ? I quickly decided to write another text

I worry about you! Please explain what's going on.

There was no reply.
Dammit!I have to find out what her problem is.
I will try to...No! I WILL find out what's going on!!! But not today,it's too late. I mean I have to sleep too,haven't I?

(Chloe's POV)
I don't wanna go home....
I think i'm going stay under that bridge there tonight.Everything's better than home!

I laid down under the bridge and quickly felt asleep and started to dream. It was a dream about me and Beca getting together.
We carried my child and everything was alright.We even planned to marry each other!

If only that could be real....