chapter 1(edited)

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Waking up to my alarm beeping I get dressed ready for the day. i wish would just be over already, Dreading what lies ahead guessing what im going to get beaten for today an by who, got to love guessing games right ?! 


I'm Sophera and I'm the omega of the pack basically in simple terms I'm the runt an by runt i mean the same frail wolf whos to weak to even shift into there wolf i mean I was suppose to shift to my wolf when I was 16 but unlike most wolfs I didn't, even though I didn't shift I still have a wolf called legacy who talks to me and helps me get through the horrible days, making me feel that little bit stronger due to have someone in my corner for once when no one else is including my brother but hay ho we live . 

My parent's died from a rogue attack they were the beta so the Alphas right hand man well my dad was the beta my mum was my dads mate to which they loved everyone an everyone loved them that was until they died, they fought to keep me alive from the rogues an from that day forward I was hated because they sacrificed their life for me to become what the worthless omega off the pack just to get all the beatings, they all think this is the life i wanted like  thinking I wanted my parents dead but it shouldnt off been them it should off been me instead of them and the ironic thing is I feel like I did, i feel like when they died so did the little girl they tried protecting so hard from the world around us.  

I have a brother Alex who is the new beta off the new Alpha Lucifer to which they both beat an hate me but i cant help but love him with my heart an i know the feeling isn't mutual i mean if he did love me why does he physically and mentally abuses me ,i know  he is still struggling to deal with my parent's death but so am i.

my wolf Legacy always tells me to stop making excuse for him for what he does to me but I keep think back to the time when my parents died we both was there when it happened an his face runs though my mind every day the pain off watching his parent die in the most brutal way, but  he swore to protect me from any harm i guess everyone lies because he didn't and I don't blame him I killed my parents our parents . And that I have to live with for the rest off my life.

" SOPHERA YOU FAT HOE GET THE FUCK DOWNSTAIRS AND MAKE THE PACKS FOOD"
Alex shouts down to the basement i get to call my spectacular room with everything iv ever wanted(that was sarcasm i dont even have a bed ). Limping up the stairs keeping all my weight on one side I hiss. If I just died instead

Taking a long deep breath to relax my aching bones an muscle, Stepping in to the kitchen an surprise surprise I get a blow to the belly nothing new
"any fucking slower, thanks to you we don't have fucking time to eat you fat hoe, look at you your fat and need to lose weight so as the good big brother I am I'll help you"

Knowing that mean I'm not aloud to eat till he says I can. He Picking me up from the floor coming really close to my face
 "your missing meals for the today you can eat tomorrow"

Nodding I hear him Walking out off the kitchen followed by the alpha and his play toy Rebecca he smirks at me knowing that I'm struggling an its all down to him and the pack because they  cause. Shaking my head I look back down and get on with my duties off the day.

Walking to Sins room I smile creeping to his bed lightly shaking his small frame
 "sin come on up for school little man "
Sin is alpha Lucifer's little brother but his parents are always busy so I look after him not That Im complaining he's the only reason why I'm still breathing (well trying anyway)
"but Sophera I don't wanna go I'm I'll"
Cough cough he tries to fake ill shaking me head Smiling because I know it's going to be my normal morning routine

"If you go to school I'll make you the best tea to come home to and I'll draw a picture just for you"
His eye snap open and he sits up
"Really No one else will have one"
Nodding I smile
"No one else besides my little man"
he jumps at me taking me off guard and balance his arms fly around my belly an hugs the life out off me which causes me makes me wince making him jump back with his eye going wide,with hurt and pity
"They hit you again"
Spitting his words out with hate
" Yes but nothing to worry you cute self about come on school"
Trying to Jumping up from his bed with a frown on his cute little face
" You don't deserve this sophera you can't carry on like this"
Shaking my head I go Walking to his closet to get his uniform
" Come on you have five minutes "
Walking to door he shouts
" I wasn't done"
Laughing stacking my head. After taking him to school I come back to the house to clean everywhere.

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