Slowly opening my eyes look out off the window to see nothing but black all around, turning over to go back to sleep when i catch a sight I will never forget.
Lucifer is stood at the cot with both babies in his arms trying his best to feed them both at the same time, I don't think he knows how long it to keep us to master feeding both babies
Legacy starts laughing.
Getting off the bed quietly I go over and take Rose feeding her making it a little easier for him
" I don't know how you did it, I can barely fees them how can I be a dad"
Sitting on bed feeding his son staring at him with regret at all the things he missed out on
" Lucifer I did this with great difficultly I still struggle, but I know you'll be the best dad to them than anything. You showed them love soon as you sow them. You'll be great no you'll be amazing. Don't out your self down"
Sitting next to him I lean my head on his shoulder.
I know Im suppose to be mad at him for leaving me rejected and pregnant but I can't bear to see him putting him self down like this, he Looks at me
" What did I do to deserve you Sophera all iv done hurt you and you gave me the only thing I have ever wanted, I looked for you the whole time I was going out off my mind without you I needed you no I need you"
Taking a breath he carried on spilling his heart out while my eyes start spilling out water again
" Rebecca mean fuck all to me, my dad said I can't be alpha without a Luna and I had find a luna quick, you the right full Luna not her you should be the one in my bed not her. I just can't believe I let you go"
Putting his head back down with guilt i put my free hand under his chin
" Lucifer look at me"
Slowly lifting his head up
" I forgive you I deserved everything that happened and I was to weak to be the Luna you new it I knew it, but the one thing I'm great full for is these pups we are holding, with out our babies I wouldn't be here or even alive but i am because off these and that's because off you"
With tear sliding down my face I tell him the truth knowing he has the right to know as my childrens father, looking down at my beautiful baby girl i slowly stand up putting her back down in her cot then i go an picking L. A up ( the baby lucifer).
Going over to Lucifer taking his hand I lie us back down but rapping my self in his arms, he doesn't wastes a second to hold me tight like I'm gonna disappear
" Thank you for everything Sophera, my Luna I love you"
Before even thinking about it i tell him what i wanted to tell him from the day i found out he was my mate
" I love you too lucifer"
i look up at him when he is already looking at me with wide eyes
"wait seriously"
i nod looking down feeling embarrassed
" I always have"
Putting my head back down because know i am totally embarrassed as he kisses my head hugging me closer to him that our hearts beat in the same rhythm an for each other
" Sleep my Luna"
And that what I did knowing that he doesn't love me back but feeling ten times light because he knows how i feel he know how much he hurt me yet i still love him hes the father off my children how could i not, no matter what Rebecca says he will always be my Luci
Waking up to a giggling Rose and L. A I see lucifer playing with them in room
" Mama"
Both my babies shout with there arms out to grab them i smile Picking them up
" Morning babies"
Kissing all over there faces they giggling, i wouldnt my life for the world!
Rose turns to lucifer
" Dada welp mweeee"
I froze so does Lucifer as he looks at e we make eye contact
" D.. Did she j. Just say Dada t.to me"
Stuttering and fumbling over his words I giggle and nod, he comes running over picking Rose up in air spinning her around, seeing how happy he is makes me know i made the right diction coming back.
Rose has autism she doesn't talk to anyone but me Leo and Ivery.
She doesn't like anyone but us three touching her, so he calling Lucifer dad never mind giggling and smiling with him is big very big
" Dada what meeee"
L. A shouts for him to pick him up Lucifer doesnt waste a second an grabs him
"I love use so much my little pups "
He said picking both up I start crying happy tears not being able to help how happy i am for Rose L.a an Lucifer
" Are you okey, what have I done now"
" Mama why you cwying"
laughing i wipe my tears away fanning my face
" Nothing shall we go get breakfast "
L. A start toddling out the room while lucifer has his hand and rose is being carried, Lucifer can walk but Rose still can't she just started crawling but Lucifer helps her alot with getting around an teaching her the best he can.
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for ever alone
Werewolfsophera is wolf, she is tall and beautiful underneath all the bruise and scars. her perants died in a rouge attack and left her alone with no one expect her brother Alex who blames there perants death on her he beats and punishes her showing her...
