Hearing them words come from his mouth my heart feels like its just been ripped out off my body an stomped all over on the floor, he was all over me not so long a go why all off sudden the change why me. why am i so bad ?
He was kissing me with pure passion and love well thats what i thought but how so fucking wrong was i, everything was going fine i thought i had found my mate who will lvoe me an all off me, why cant i just be enough for someone.
Getting up tear spilling out off my eye not being able to contain them i gather all my cloths throwing them back on ran to the basement,I can't take this anymore I put all off little off my stuff into a bag even the bag has more room for more stuff thats how little stuff i have, he said i was the weak one haha he is trying so hard for everyone to accept him hes lost him self an changed for the worse he cares about what people say an how they would look at him, his dad would be so fucking disappointed in him !
Look in mirror how could anyone love me I'm weak worthless!!!!
Ignore him Sophera we are going new start new life come on
Nodding I listen to legacy an grab my stuff before I leave I write 3 notes once iv finished I leaves them in my room except one.
Heartbroken I pray he is asleep i pray that he grows up nothing like his brother an he has his own mind without think off what people my say, he to strong to let anyone dictate on who he is!
Quietly walking to his room him sound asleep thank god i wouldn't be able to do this if he was awake, i wouldnt be able to walk away knowing he might not be looked after i couldnt look him in the eyes an tell him im leaving him.
He's clever for a 14-year-old he was the only one who kept me up float in the house an i wish i could stay here but I can't live a life in pain i cant look at Lucifer while he has girls on each shoulder knowing that its me he should be with me who should be on his shoulder an only me i just cant i need to save my self from this sinking ship an Lucifer was the ice burg.
Taking my neckless that say Sophera on it that my mum and dad got me for my birthday a year before the had past i put it on top off his letter with a kiss his head for one last time whispering I love you brother before turning around and leaving the room the last time, i walk back to the basement which means walking back down the stairs while everyone is still here
"hey Sophera "
turning i see the boy from earlier
" how did you get my name"
turning around not looking at him in the eyes
" Lucifer told me, can i see your beautiful eyes or not "
giggling i look up to him, when out off the coner off my eye i see Lucifer watching us
" i look like the back ended off a horse but thats for that little laugh"
putting his hand on my face he smiles
" you look stunning have you been crying"
looking down when i hear a growl
" i really need to get going"
letting his hand slip off my face i make my way to the room ignoring the look from Lucifer.
Jumping out off the basement window trying not to hurt myself anymore than i already am start running to the woods as fast as I can without looking back, why do i feel guilty to for leaving they didnt act like they wanted me there fuck we all new they didnt so why should i stay im off age so why the fuck not dying to just turn around an look back but knowing id just go running back i shake my head an let go i need to let go
Getting to a lake I sit down near a tree resting my self up against it while i cry downing in self pity being to caught up in my own head i didnt hear anyone until out off no where a big brown dirty looking wolf is standing in front off me growling snapping his mouth at me like hes dying to eat me quickly Whipping my tears i turn to him like i havnt just been crying
" It would be a lot easier if you shift"
hes big ass wolf head nods turning around Going behind a tree coming back with two other people behind him
"Why are you on our land little one"
I start to panic on what to do, shall i tell him the truth or lie do i tell him i was a runt whos just trying to find a place she can stay without getting hurt.
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for ever alone
Werewolfsophera is wolf, she is tall and beautiful underneath all the bruise and scars. her perants died in a rouge attack and left her alone with no one expect her brother Alex who blames there perants death on her he beats and punishes her showing her...
