waking up with my face in lucifer chest i turn arund grabbing my phone checking the time 9:00 i roll out of lucifers embrace and swop it with my pillow so my scent is still there, i go and get ready for trainging.
walking to the back off the house i run into jen " hey jen" she waves " trainging still on ithought you had a appointment for rose " modding " yeh we have a hour so come on" nodding she follows me to the back off the house " right line up" they all fall in line" today we have ahour off trainging i have a appointment so use can just do gym stuff so use can build upp your strength but we roata to everyone gets a go on everything and i want use to time and recorde everything so use can making it a goal to keep getting higher each time " they all noddd " luna is rose okey " " yeh she just has autism so we are going to see if we can do anything about her episodes if they come and how to provent it" they all look worried" lune we are greatful you came back and we hope rose is okey " they all shout " yeh i hope she okey " laughing " okey thanks now go to the gym ill be watching use " they all follow my instructions and follow each toehr to the gym while i har people talking
" i hope rose is okey"
" she is such a cute baby"
"alpha is lucky to have a mate like her "
" yeh i want my mate to be like her "
smiling walking behind them with jen knowing i have made a good inprosion to the pack " you have won the hearts off everyone" laughing i jen nudge her and she starts to giggle.
we make it to the gym and i plug my phone into the aux code and play my work out playlist with joining them with the gym after 10 mins " shift" they all roata to others and carry one. this goes on for about 45 mins till my song comes on adn i start to sing beautiful by eminem
"Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own"
not nowing everyone has stopped on the equitments and watching me i carry on
"Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me, like I'm reaching out for you?"
leo and lucifer turn up at the gym doors watch me but me being a cluelest fuck i didnt know. still in my element oi start to rap eninem
"I'm just so fuckin' depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump,
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet, and I know some shit's so hard to swallow
But I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you'd have to walk a thousand miles"
" In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful, oh
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh, they can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you, yeah, so..."
" I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
'Cause if I do that then it opens the door for conversation
Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need no fucking man servant
Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like
"Ha!, Marshall you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, God damn"
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down?
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes
And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles"
going back to the curas i carry on singing
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for ever alone
Werewolfsophera is wolf, she is tall and beautiful underneath all the bruise and scars. her perants died in a rouge attack and left her alone with no one expect her brother Alex who blames there perants death on her he beats and punishes her showing her...
