Untitled Part 21 (1)(dream)

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waking up in a field i dont reconse i start to pank i jump up and start shouting "LUCIFER" 
"ROSE"
"L.A" nothing i start runnging to the trees when i blinding light stops me dead in my tracks. he found me i didnt say bye i was jsut in bed with lucifer loads off questions full my mind "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS HAPPENING" i start to breath heavy looking down when i see someone feet, i slowly look up i see the one person i thought i would never see again the one person i hoped would come back and find me the one person who i still struggle to live with" sophera my baby you have grown to a special young women im so proud off you" i stand up looking right into there eyes to see if im going abtcrazy " no you arent going crazy sophera im right here im so sorry for everything that happened when i left " tear no visable " i should off died that day mummy" she grabs my face and whips my tears with a smile on her face" no baby it was ment to be all of it, you wouldnt be who you are today iff it wasnt for fate, you wouldnt have you twins or lucifer.you are a special wolf you are stronger than every wolf out there including the kind and queen off wolfs, and rose god she is going to grow up just like you strong independent and beautiful. you are sucha good mum" hugging her like my life depended on it " i take it from you mummy i love you, where daddy" looking uo at her. you see i was always a daddys girl and alexs was a mamas boy " im right here princess"turning to see him i run and hug him " i love you daddy " kissing my crown" i love you to princess you have grown to look just like your mum" looking up at him smiling i kiss his cheack, letting go " okey but why am i here i was in bed with lucifer whats happenin" looking at them both the share glances.

" baby me and your dad are the king and moongodess " shacking my head" ho what when" they both laugh " well when you was little you was just like rose you still are but you just dont talk to them and  you remove yourself from them alex was just lucifer is with rose when anyone went nesr you he would stand infront off you till you said it was okey, when ever some tried picking you up he would stop them before they could. whe was really posseive till ourdeath and im sorry for the way he reacted from then we didnt rais him to be like the " " its fine iv forgave and frogot hes my brother and ill always love him" smiling my dad started" when ever your in pain he can feel it he has just learnt to block it out which he shouldnt" " use have a conection just like the kids. lucifer was another one alex and lucifer use to be the same as max and L.A but just like alex he lurnt to block out the conection, use did everything together untill we passed" my dad carries on " when yuo left them boys toke a turn for the worst, alex was drinking all the time always in trubble , always angry at the world,he never slept at night he was always looking for you lucifer was the same he didnt batter a eye lid at anyotherfemale wolfs that trough them self at him hewas alwasy locked up in his office, everyone was scared to ever say hello to him but sin" my dad looks down, while i have tears runnging freely down my cheacks" he toke it worse, he used to sleep in the basment every night lucifer use to pick him up and put him to his rom, he hardly ever went to school and every morning he would lie there waiting for you to open the door and bribe him to go to school, he hung all yuo drawing all over his room and nevr toke your neckless off. he wouldspend his day locked up in his room reading over and over your letter seeing if they was a clue to where you went. he locked out everyone lucifer his mum and dad he had a hole where his heart should off been and you toke it wit hyou and returned it when you returned" smiling through my tears" you my dear are the heart off the family they all rely on you you there crutch" smiling " i love them all with my whole heart" 

" but your in danger princess" putting my head down" i know i am but im going to get through it and get my self back home to my family" smiling they both look at me with pride "we know" looking up at them " you have to help me tell me wha i can do to stop it" my mum looked down and my dad grabed my hand " princess we cant interfer with fate but look  a head you find what your looking for, looking under everything look through everything and stay strong " they both start to fade " no daddy mummy what does that mean" they both smile " i love you so much but we cant help you we have already interfered so much" my mum says " darling i love you but look on the last floor" smiling like she knows something i dont.( well accually she does) shut the fuck up legicy she laughs " no one goes down there the door is locked" " look behind you 7th birthday gift" my mum says " but princess remebr what i said look under everything through everything and over" nodding i start running to them but the more i run forward they move back " we love you pricess remeber that" they slowly disapear and i feel like iv just seen them die again i drop to mu knees crying "NO MUMMY DADDY COME BACK DONT LEAVE ME I NEED YOU " putting my head in my heands " no dont go i need you" 

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