" What are there names "
Turning around looking at him
" Rose ivery deveana sandres and Lucifer Leo Alex sanders "
Walking out hearing foot steps coming after me as I got to my room the door, , soon opened I turned out I putting my fingers on my lips
" You name him after me and they take my last names "
With a smile he asked like he miss heard me
" Yes when I left I swear you wasnt deaf, but I thought I was never coming back so I thought they at least have there father last name and Lucifer was names after you because he looks more like you than me so it fits"
Shrugging I go the the bathroom to change in to a long shirt and shorts.
Coming out I find Lucifer over the cot staring at them like he doesnt dare move our they would wake up an eat him
" There our kids "
Nodding laughing trying to dry my hair as much as i can so i dont have to dry it an wake up the babies
" Did you not listen to me or do you like the sound of you voice "
He turned with a smile full off love an care
" I love your laugh "
I stopped why does he always have to make comment like that when he know how i feel he knows hes getting married
" Alpha I need to go bed thanks for chat "
Turning around trying to hide the blush he has made spread across my face ,when sparks flew everywhere
" Stop calling me Alpha sophera"
Turning around shocked at how close he was fuck me hes sexier this close
" Why what am I suppose to call you idiot"
He comes closer if its possible i didnt think it was until know
" Lucifer my names Lucifer you call me Lucifer "
Nodding I moved back trying to create some space between us so i dont get lost in his charm like last time
" Night Lucifer"
Adding more enthusiasm to his mane he smiles walking to door
" Night "
just as he went to walk out off the room leo came in
" Guess who's yah bunk buddy little one "
i Ignoring Lucifer who growls turning around I smile laughing
" Shush the kids leo"
Lucifer came to me my side in a speed iv never seen before
" Who that "
I looked at him puzzled
" I'm leo? "
Leo stretches his hand out for a hand shake to which Lucifer ignores looking straight at me
" Why the fuck is he sleeping in here"
strugging throwing my hands in the air
" Like I fucking know you interrupted him before he could explain "
Lucifer turned to leo who was smirking.
Ohhh no stacking my head frantically please no dont do it Leo
" Well baby I have to sleep in here, can't leave you on yah own with no one to cuddle with you don't call me snuggle bear for nothing"
He says smirking you prick why throw stones at a glass shed.
" Who the fuck are you calling baby you arnt sleeping in here your not going anywhere near her I'm her mate not you"
Lucifer gets in Leo's face while Leo is still wearing his smirk knowing he has achieved what he wanted to
" Well she wasn't saying that la.... "
putting my hand up i look at him dead in the eyes so he know i aint kidding around
" Don't you dear finish the sentence Leo Jackson black "
I warn him as he starts laughing
" You told me you wasn't sleeping with anyone "
Lucifer turns to me his eye black which tells me hunter out an this isnt good at all Before I could reply Leo opened his mouth
" She isn't because she is my fiancé "
That was it hunter had Leo against the wall Near the closest running over putting my arm on Lucifer whispering in his ear
" He annoying you on purpose I haven't slept with anyone but you ,he is Lucifer god father and my best friend who's like a brother "
He looked at me and I nodded showing him through my eyes that im telling nothing but the truth
" Hunter give Lucifer control back please, the twin are here"
He dropped leo straight away walking to the twin making sure they are okey
" Leo Jackson black tell the trust "
Huffing i shaking my head
" But what's the fun in that "
I gave him a hard glare
" Lucifer man I'm lying we have never slept to get her she is to have night terrors so I would help her sleep, sleeping with her is like sleeping with your sister ew no thanks "
I slap him smiling
" Rude"
putting my hands on my hips
" Your still not sleeping in her with her"
Leo looks at him with a eye brow raised
" Why the fuck do you care man you left her broken in the woods carrying you pups"
standing his an my ground
" She my fucking mate and there's no way another male is sleeping next to her EVER"
his start switching between Hunter an Lucifer
" Get the fuck off you high horse man you rejected her, do you know long I to keep for her to become who she now a long fucking time and believe me she is strong than us to combined "
signing i look down
" Leo just go to your room he isn't going to budge"
Leo looks at me with sympathy
" If anything happened I'm down Hall okey I love you "
smiling at how much he cares a n loves me
" Love you too "
he starts Walking away glaring at lucifer.
" Right well since that is over I'm going to bed night"
Getting under covers when i feel bed dip
" Lucifer what are you doing your in wrong bed "
he thinks after everything he has done he can just get in my bed better yet he is getting ufcked married an i know it isnt to me so why is he in my bed
" No your in wrong bed our room is done Hall "
turning around so im faceing him
" Yep where you and your girlfriend sleep now go to her "
turning back around getting comfy
" No I'm staying here"
not having the energy to argue with him i sigh
" For fuck sake okey but if you touch me I'll punch you so hard I'll be meeting you in future in 10 years "
he starts Chuckling
" Okey sweetcheeks "
moving closer to the cot with Lucifer behind me i check if the twins are okey smiling at them i lie back down with my arm underneath my head i start to think how better my new life is compairs to my old life
"GOODNIGHT BABES"
laughing at Leo who is in the next room shouting goodnight to me
" LUCIFER I KNOW YOUR IN THERE KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL"
feeling Lucifer move an growl i laugh even more
" LEO GO TO SLEEP AN STOP WINDING HIM UP"
still laughing i feel Lucifers eyes burning a hole right through the left side off my face
" BUT WHERES THE FUN IN THATS "
trying my hardest to stop laughing
" GO TO SLEEP GOD YOUR WORSE SOPHERA"
hearing him laugh an no reply i know hes finished
" you have a nice laugh you know"
look at Lucifer i roll my eyes done with his comments
" okey go to sleep "
feeling him move closer to me i turn around
" why do you laugh like that for him yet you never laughed like that around me"
sitting up i cant believe he actually just asked me that
" are you kidding me you beat me black an blue for years, use starved me off life an love this pack scared me in a way a knife would never come close to doing the same, i dreamt for years for my mate to come get me from this place to come save me an when my mate did come when you came i was so happy i thought that everything would change but you proved that you cant love damaged good so dont lie here an ask why i dont laugh the same for you , because unlike you they never broke my trust they never broke me all they ever want was a healthy happy Sophera which i cant say about use "
he sits up moving so he is right infront off me holding my hands in his
" Sophere please im so sorry for all the hurt we caused you, i wished the day you left that i had done everything different that i forgot about what others may think because off me worrying about what others think i lost you i lost my kids i didnt even know i had "
laughing through my tears i take my hands out off his
" no you lost me because off your own actions dont try blaming other people, your Lucifer no matter what people say you never give a shit, your head strong what people think about you doesn't matter unless it was your loved ones, i love the old Lucifer the one who would help the blind cross the road the one who hate valance the one who protect me from my shadow if you could the one who stole my first kiss when i wanted to keep it for my mate, you was my everything yet i was nothing but a runt to you "
looking up trying to make my tears go back into my eyes which isnt going well
" i do love you i did love you i just wanted everyone to think i was strong enough to be Alpha my dad did such a good job i wanted the pack to look up to me the way they looked up to him i wanted the respect but i forgot the only persons respect i could live with was yours, i stopped giving you respect an thats what im most hurt about im sorry"
looking at him in the eye cocking my head to the side
" what makes a good Alpha ?"
he looks at me like iv just asked him to kill the queen
" well urm teach people to respect everyone no matter who you are, your pack knowing they can come to you with anything the want or help with but also knowing where discipline is needed "
smiling at him i straighten my head out
" so why didnt i get respect wasnt i a human, i couldnt come to your when i was hurt or down i couldnt come to you when i was so far gone into depression i was wishing on death cutting my legs any chance i could get, you might be a good Alpha now but back then your was a ignorant arrogant Alpha"
looking at me he shakes his head
" i know iv changed please just give me a chance iv changed i really have i need you Sophera please donnt i cant lose you again"
looking down
" you cant lose something you never had Lucifer"
Looking at him i smile letting go off his hands i slowly lie back down turning to my side silently cry
" i did have you an ill get you back i promise "
was the last thing i heard before i fell asleep
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for ever alone
Hombres Lobosophera is wolf, she is tall and beautiful underneath all the bruise and scars. her perants died in a rouge attack and left her alone with no one expect her brother Alex who blames there perants death on her he beats and punishes her showing her...
